Wednesday, July 1, 2009
~* Counting towards 10th July *~
Still got like around 9 day to 10th July..
yet, Jiayi just cant let me peacefully spend my remaining days or even time with her.. Seems to her tat it's kinda long.. but~ to me.. Now then i realised that i've left 9days..
after this 9days,
i cant Hong her so frequently anymore..
i cant play with her so frequently anymore..
i cant joke with her her so frequently anymore..
i cant spend much time with her anymore..
Do she even know ?
Or maybe she doesnt need anymore?
i'm not sure.. But after what happened today.. no one will know wat's future head of us..
As she mentioned in her blog, she wun be meeting me as she thinks it's not important.. then i wonder when will it be important ? After the 9days ? or eventually she just wun be free?
Haix.. whenever i think of it~ my tears jus wanna roll out.. Maybe, this is wat they meant by :
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died
too early on this earth.Maybe my case, it's not death yet.. but.. it's still 3weeks or even more being alone =(
Everytime you see me what do u see?
i feel like im a poor man and you're the queen
oh baby, you're the only thing that i really need
baby thats why...
Once, we had an agreement whereby i've to stop maple.. and i'm here can tell u tat i'm not into Maple anymore.. but how bout u?
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~* Unable to get to sleep *~
Bleeding Love - Leona LewisHaix.. This whole afternoon, i were unable to recieve any sms since 12:30.. till around 11+ when i came home, i then realised bout it.. after i restart my fone.. then tons of sms starts to appear~
And for all i know, they're from my sis, my mum , dar and my couins.. And for some bloody reason, NONE of them even realised tat i actually didnt recieve any of their sms.. I got so mad.. with them, with myself, with my fone =.="
i locked myself in my room.. cried out loud.. Scream and shout.. I then realised how lost i am~
Last night, caz i've told Hui and my sis something bout me + jiayi's past.. so how, she got angry caz she dun like me to share bout bah.. Then as 1st, she's angry and mentioned tat she wanna off fone.. But then , she also mentioned tat she'll not be playin badminton with us instead, goin to be watching Transformer with her friends.. and caz of this, i eventually got mad.
Today, afternoon.. i sms JiaYi, hoping tat she'll at least give me a reply or wat.. but then, i didnt recieve any.. so i assume.. she's just angry as usual.. whenever she's mad with me or wat, she'll not sms me =.="
and somehow,after the whole day.. i went back home read her facebook and blog.. somehow, it just happen..............
Then i was like Msn-ing Hui, askin her why didnt reply my sms.. then she replied tat she had replied le.. then i realised my fones is having problem =( Haix..
sent around 10sms to Jiayi.. but didnt get any replies..
tried calling her tiwce.. but she just cancel my calls..
Haix.. hope tat she's sleeping bah.. then hope tat tmr she'll be replying bah.. i dunno =(
I'm sorry
But.. i'm totally disappointed with you
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Friday, April 17, 2009
~* Humans! *~
Bleh~ yesterday was the last CAAS paper~ then was like after the papaer, went to Seng Kang to play Basketball with my polu de friends~ the weather was cloudy with a few drizzling~
i dunno why, i'll still get sunburn although there's no strong sun XD
then somehow, caz of the rain, i got sick.. Haix..
then ask for today morning, walk to Bedok swimmin complex went for a swim. Roughly less than an hour bah~ jiu go le.. Went to Long John Silver to have my breakfast
In the afternoon, Jia Yi was supposed to meet me de.. but for some attitude problem, she didnt.. Instead, she called me to check if i'm even lying to her bout my illness =.=
so somehow, in the end, she bought porridge + herbal tea for me with a newspaper. She left them outside my house then went home liao
Anyway, Thank you for your effort of buyin me lunch and send it to my house bah ^^
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Saturday, April 11, 2009
~* A picture shows a thousand words *~




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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
~* came home from Han's Chalet *~
Hmm.. should be just counted as just came home from Han's chalet bah.. this time, it's pureply we 5 stayin over night..
on the 2nd day, we stay breakfast then jiu went to play bowling. It was rather cheap, $1.50 per game.. so kinda worth it bah.. so spend $10.20 there include rental of shoes
then after tat keep playin mahjong thru out de f3
think 24th it's boss GF's de birthday bah.. then they asked her over.. jiu bought a cake for her.. then cut cake at ard 9+ bah.. after tat jiu slack awhile jiu sent her home.. then i start sleeping liao XD
this chalet was rather fun bah.. To me, i felt it's rather long too bah.. at least.. maybe time slower down bah =D
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~* What is your True Fear *~
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be. |
| Commitment | |
| Where Your life is Going | |
| Being Alone | |
| Losing Someone | |
| Looked down on | |
| Death | |
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz |
Seems that my True fear is Disappointment apart from the rest of the results bah XD
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
~* it's being too long tat i've forgotten *~
It's being quite long since i've updated my blog.
Tat time, i've decide to stop blogging cause i felt tat my life is rather boring and nothing much to write about me.
Haix.. this time, i've somehow returned back to Maple, caz Jia Yi said tat she wanna play back. so i've played day and night for this account. Created on Wenesday 8pm. And the current level is level 55. It's the effort of Jia Yi , Yang (Her brother) and me.
As for the reason why i wanna start typing, it's jus to write something i felt about " Little things u've done"
Little things u've doneIt might be things u've done willingly and does not hope for any repay
It might be things u've done in order to achieve something
small things u've done towards another person.
The impact might be a positive 1, might be a negative
but this little things that was done, to u, may not represent anything or had any significant. But that might not be the case for the others.
I just hope that all the positive points could be remembered and i should just purely try to avoid those negative points.
i love you (:
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
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Barbie Girl - Aqua
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Saturday, November 15, 2008
~* Needle in a haystack *~
Yesterday, after my school , after my driving, i met boss to go for the Victoria Concrt Hall to see Jia Yi's choir performance~
Hmmm.. after our dinner we slowly find our way there~ then before entering, Boss saw his GF's sister.. then we jiu enter to see le~
Total got 27 songs on the list~ then was like in between there's Intermission, but she didnt come find me caz she cant locate me bah~ haha! It's okkies~ afterall, she didnt wear her spects.. so i'm not trying to blame anything ^^ As for me, i've spotted her~ but does not dare to approach her~ caz i'm worried tat she doesnt like it bah...
Hmmm.. so end with her dad fetch her home, my dad fetch us home..
Then as for today, we went to watch Movie : Madagascar 2 at Orchard Cathy..

we bought 2 Donuts each to watch during the show.. it's kinda a great show bah.. after the start, it also mention something bout Madagascar 1 to make it both linked bah =D so the same old type of family theme, with friendships and some jokes in it bah ^^
After the movie, went hong kong cafe to eat our high tea, managed to order her Mango Icecream.. but we still unable to complete it bah XD haha~ then after tat, head down to Plaza Sing to walk walk bah.. but in-between, she saw her cousin XD lmao~ then at Plaza Sing, spent total of $18 trying to catch soft toy XD then managed to get 1 niah =X
after tat jiu send her home le bah.. i dunno why~ but why my story doesnt seems to be ending with Happily Ever After de ? =(
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