Thursday, December 6, 2007
~* Center of Gravity *~
Hmm... Center of attentions~
Based on my personality, my character.. i should be kinda of a shy person bah~ u may come my face and smack me tat "Yuan u shy meh"~ watever.. i'm one!
because of this~ i was not in the cirlce of attentions~ i was juz a nobody~ outside the circumference of the circle~ Everyone around would juz walked by me~ unknowningly know who i am.. Tat's my and my life =D Result.. with limited friends~ Maybe juz secondary friends~ Han, they all~ or maybe juz my POLY de friends , Jor and YC
It's personality and character =D tat's mine~ and bout yours~ it's all based on my opinion~ it maybe wrong de ^^ so dun take it too hardly~ if any harsh words is used =X
So~ Being in the center of attention~ Waited to be busy with friends fully surrounded~ without a moment tat's free.. Caz it's fully packed~ tat's why u've little time for me bah~ i know i've being demanding.. i also know u've tried to made it up by calling me.. but do u really think tat's wat i wan? Having a call with no voice, Having a Msn conversation with no mind~ Having a body without soul?
it's true tat i've less friends~ tat's why it's partially the reason why i'll never understand how u feel bah~ being crowded with i'm juz alone~ when i'm hanging the cloths~ Maybe this the reason why i choosed to play Maplestory bah~ A place whereby there's no 1.. a place where a solo + no-life being stayed~ Although it'a s Online game~ with plenty of people around.. at least.. i'll feel safe =(
Everone had different weightage of wat they wanted~ and based on the webby u given to me.. it's
Money , Pride , love , family , careerHmmm.. then bout this dunno it's true or nor.. but from wat i've seen for myself~ i seems true bah~ in the sense tat i'm willin to throw away my Pride for Money~ Lost my loves caz of Pride.. caz of Love affect my Family~ Without everything~ wat else is needed =.="
Although~ for u.. i'm sure u've feelin towards me.. but dun dare to express bah~ as for me.. i've being letting the 1st 2 to be out.. wanting to make Love to be 1st in the line~ And also~ i'll never forget.. On a nite~ it's u tat told me to follow my parents to go out buy things instead of talkin to u~ caz there's always still got chances de =( and caz of this sentence~ i've rushed my way out to find them =D
Why do my days always had to end like this? Being sad and moody?
i know why ^^v it's caz of me having a wrong state of mind~ talking to dardar rudely.. But i've stop saying Qi Hua~ caz it's sucks! Sobsob~~
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