Dardar~ somehow managed to squeeze sometime for me.. i really appreciate it~ thankz dardar =D so came over my house.. think i've totally havin a memory loss~
sent her home.. caz she needa go over to her gugu's house for gathering bah~ then as for me.. i've totally nothin to do on Christmas eve~ so decided to went to Suntec City de arcade~ to spend some money =X meanin~ use $$$ to go catch candies and jackpot bah~
so slowly dragged my time over there for afew hrs~ then ard 7+, i contact my mum and ask how's our Christmas eve dinner~ in the end after some drag~ it's follow by dad~ going over to a hotel~ to have a feast with his friends... kinda X and delicious de meal wor ^^v got appitiser : oyster , prawns salad , salmon , tuna.. all cold dish de... haha~ then order our main course.. kinda filling de meal =D
then went home with my $55 softy toy~ Happily bah ^^v
~25th Dec, Tuesday : Christmas ~
it's the actual day, Christmas.. woke up~ before i manage to get back to sleep~ my mum came in.. needa wake up as promised~ lmao.. my dad's suggestion =X go to visit some place of interest in Singapore: Botanic Garden~
eventually~ it's changed caz his friend de son wanna go Zoo~ so we went over there instead =D btw~ My dad's friend from oversea de~ so dun get a wrong idea =X
Hahah~ so spend kinda a long time walkin ard there~ Bleh~ then spent there $183~ haix.. tickets for 8adult~ 1 children =X all on my father Xp
then after Zoo tour~ we went over to IMM to have lunch~ search for PepperLunch~ ate there.. at 1st his friend wanna pay de~ but caz they dun accept CreditCard~ my dad paid again~ there goes another $121 =X
Roar.. like this 1 day~ jiu spend away $300++ liao~ then an wei them tell them~ it's for yesterday's dinner + the $ for wines bah~ afterall.. yesterday's dinner is treated + my dad's friend also gave him wine all those mah =X haha
then after a tired day~ everyone went home to haf a rest till 9pm~ wake up to watch show~ then went to East Coast area to have dinner.. kinda late le~ so little selections were left~
~26th Dec, Wednesday : another nite! ~
it's dardar again =D Hehe~ so in love with her sia =X always without fail to make my day de Xp haha~ there she is.. came over again~ hmmm.. normally it's caz of her then i'm willin to go downstair to buy my lunch de =X she stayed till ard 4+ bah~ then we went over to her Fang's house~ then i sent her over~ i'm still decidin if i should go over to Han's house nor~ haix~ also sian sian nothin to do de.. so went over bah~
Had my dinner there~ ate something unique~ Egg + cheese~ haha.. after our dinner~ we request to lend the kitchen over~ so me + Kevin~ DIY our own ommelette~ haha! does not really do as well as aunty~ but.. it's ediable Xp
after tat~ juz pure waiting over there~ till everyone arrive.. then set up played mahjong~ haha.. come to think of it =X i go over juz to play 4 turns~ bleh.. totally wohooo =P
came home at 7am.. went to bed straight away~ *fainted*
~27th Dec, Thursday : I'm lost! ~
woke up~ it's already 1pm+ le bah~ i still sha sha de tot it's friday or wat =.=" then ask dar to be careful when she's at work~ Bleh~ then she reply me.. it's thursday! meanin~ she's havin choir instead~ i'm like totally mad bout myself~
haix.. so nothin really happened today bah~ sian sian de pass over... played with maple awhile till 3+ then went out liao~ then reached home bout 9+
but~ all i felt today is empty and sian-ness~ Mood : Sad-ed
I'mAccidentallyLost
Sunday, December 23, 2007
11:10 PM
~* Happy B'day *~
Hmmm.. yupx! today's my sis Birthday =D
Happy Birthday
Hmmm.. early in the mornin~ woke up~ then dad fetch me + mum to parkway parade~ didnt do much there~ arrive there jiu find something to eat~ then walk walk niah~ bleh.. then this Digi-vice it's like $8 niah Xp haha~ mum still dun wanna buy for me XD
after tat 1+ bah~ dad fetch us home.. then wanna go Dar's house to deliver her Christmas Card de~ but ... the letter box is locked!! roar! then went up~ so the door is wide open de~ more jia lat~ at 1st wanna give up liao~ then went down took mum's fone to call her~ ask her come down~ she cant caz she haven bath yet F3 bleh~ totally sian half lor~ In the end~ dint pass her~ Haix =(
After tat~ at home played maple thru out~ didnt go to grandparent's house~ they took away hor fan for me~ see.. i also ate noodles F3 Homemade also mah =D
Hmmm.. tmr will be 24th le~ Christmas eve.. haix.. dunno how it will be~ but dar's confirm will be goin to haf family gathering~ then i dunno how tmr will be over with =( so wat if i'm in SG~ haha it's still the same =D Silence nite!! Bleh~
Maybe afterall~ it's true bah " Once bitten, Twice shy" so it's better to be satisfy with everything u have now then u go ard havin high expectation~ and u'll lose everything~ take care everyone~
Enjoy your White Christmas there!
Merry Christmas everyone
I'mAccidentallyLost
Saturday, December 22, 2007
12:26 AM
~* Breakdown *~
Hmmm.. Yesterday nite~ in the end~ did stay overnite at boss' house~ did abit of a read thru bah~ then didnt really have a long sleep or wat bah~ haix.. finally after the long pullin thru the nite~ it's early in the mornin~ 8+ le bah~ we 4 washed up abit~ then took bus to Ubi to have our Basic Theory Test~
Hmmm.. then it was like the Trial 1st~ then me + han failed~ haix.. then they did show us wat we got wrong.. haix.. so we'er like re-do each other's paper bah~ caz it's like viewing more questions bah~
Haix.. had a short break.. then went in for the actual de~ Bleh~ out we 4 go.. 3 pass 1 fail~ and i'm the noob shyt tat failed =( sobsob~ did check thru~ but there's some question i really dun understand anything at all! X(
nah~ should be trying to be pushin any blames to anyone or wat~ afterall .. i'm the 1 acting clear~ know-it-all~ being unready for the test bah~ serve me rite!!!!
Then they pei me waiting for my to re-apply for the basic theory~ after waitin for 3mth~ i needa wait for another 3mth~ well done.. as for them.. then apply for the tempo drivin liscense whereby they can get instructor outside to teach them bah =D
After a long waiting time~ we left tat place took 87 to Bedok Inter~ went askin ard for information on how to go to Bedok South Sec~ caz dardar said tat she'll be there workin~ so was lke hopin to surprise her there~ in the end~ i'm the 1 being surprised =D caz she work till 12+ niah~ whereby i reached there at 1++ =.="
so sadly~ took 45 straight back home~ felt aslp bah~
Once i woke up~ i totally went berserk wor =X bleh~ juz huggin my pillow~ there crying bah F3 caz think of waiting another 3mth for the re-test~ and everything tat happened within this few days bah =(
Had a bath~ then played maple/ talk on fone/ watch TV~ once at a time bah~ afterall dar's the 1 directing me to the TV de Xp Then soon~ time to go out to have dinner with my popo~
THen went to suntec~ wanna buy toys de =X BUT!! omg.. at 1st tot it's a $5+ de toy~ now it became $11.90 wor!! i totally sianz half~ caz i wanna buy 5 of them~ when is totally doubled!! haix~
then sianz whole nite liao~ pei mum walk round round at suntec then took a bus home le bah~ bleh.. so stupid!
then dunno if there would be any permission granted for me to go out with dar nor =( haix~ shall see tmr then bah X(
Today really's a bad day for me bah~ everything seems lifeless
I'mAccidentallyLost
Thursday, December 20, 2007
5:25 PM
~* Public Holiday *~
Hmmm.. yesterday off my com rather early bah~ didnt touch Maple this few days le bah =D Caz when i've told dardar i've decided to put Maple to be the last in the piority queue~ Leting my surrounding being the 1st piority~ include spending time with her~ Caz of her workin hours~ meetin up time maybe shorten~ and times would be less.. therefore~ Havin her as my top piority~ i'll juz give up on my maple and pei her~ whenever she's free for me ^^v
But i think it's already too late for me~ caz for now~ without really know wat happened between us~ tat made her so silence towards me =(
so today~ went up with parents + my Popo~ when to eat Bak Kut Teh~ then my dad drive us to West Mall~ hmmm.. juz anyhow walk walk niah~ window shoppin bah =D hmmm before leavin there~ went to eat Ice-cream.. actually yesterday wanted to eat ice-cream liao~ juz tat the Swendens at CS is kinda small~ so i assume the sellection would be less bah =X Haix~ totally forgetten bout TM's Hagendazs !!!
Yupx.. then came home~ on com~ then suddenly dardar~ said "yoyoyo".. but she realised it's a wrong chat~ i'm totally sianz half~ it's juz like being on top of the peak of the rollar coaster comin downwards =(
Hais.. then she seems gonna be busy this few days bah~ Christmas soon~ she'll get rather busy with her family gatherings bah =D Hope u'll enjoy yourself bah ^^v
Tmr would be my basic theory de test le~ hope i'll be able to manage bah =( Gonna be staying overnite at Kevin's house with Han n Eng~ for wat? maybe last min revision bah ^^v
4more days to Christmas~ And i'm still here feelin lost
I'mAccidentallyLost
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
8:34 PM
~* Bring It On ending song *~
I'mAccidentallyLost
7:54 PM
~* Edited from Dar's blog *~
If u TREAT me nicely, i'll says i appreciate it; If u Don't, i'll says Why dun u?
If u DRESS Nicely, i'll says u're beautiful; If u Don't, i'll says i'll still love you.
If u ARGUE with me, i'll says Tell me why; If u keep QUIET, i'll says Please~ i needa reasons.
If u are SMARTER than me, Let's solve this together; If i'm Smarter than u, Let me help u.
If u don't Love me, Tell me and we'll move on; If u Love me, Tell me u so.
If u don't make love with me, i'll say tell me when u wan; If u do!! i'll says i'm in heaven.
If u tell me your PROBLEM, i'll try to understand; If u don't, i'll says please share with me.
If u SCOLD me, i deserve it; If i SCOLD u, i'm sry can u forgive me?
If u BREAK your PROMISE, i'll take it as an habit (wink); If i BREAK mine, i'll try to explain to u.
If u SMOKE, please dun ; If i SMOKE, i'll rather die.
If u do WELL in your exams, Dar u did it!; If i do WELL, it's pure lucky and teachers' markings.
If u HURT me, I'm the source of the fight; If i HURT u, please accept me and i wun repeat my mistake twice!!!
Yupx.. tat's mostly me bah =D if anyone of u felt tat wat i've mentioned above is wrong~ juz Tag me at my tagboard ^^v
Btw~ Cheryl : Mostly is ready to be collected~ so when are u free o.o SMS me bah ^^v
Hmmm.. as for me~ today went to sch to hand in my Fashion Homework~ finally everything is settled~ then Friday will be my basic theory de test le bah~ hope i'll be ok with it =S
sms + called dar the whole day~ nothin seems gettin thru~ haix.. she's still mad with me bah =( sobsob~ and there she is at work~ so careless =( injuried herself~ Haix.. it's cause of me!! stupidly keep call+ sms to disturb her~ end up like this~
Dardar.. I'm sorry for causing all the trouble today =( It's time for me to control myself abit bah =D Keep waitin for your sms / call ba X(
I'mAccidentallyLost
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
10:36 PM
~* Worsten *~
I juz realised tat i've worsten everything myself!
caz i shouldnt haf left dardar on the bus all on her own =( caz i shouldnt grab her =(
But everything seeems too late.. caz everything in my life is currently mute~
Am i deaf~ or i really not gonna recieve any call or sms from u ?
I'mAccidentallyLost
10:17 PM
~* Wat haf i become ?!?! *~
Mornin was talkin to Hui~ caz we're like decidin to meet up for dinner mah~ in the end~ caz Cheryl is at malaysia~ then we cancelled the meeting~
Haix.. then also realised tat there's an issue comin out between Hui's relationship~ i tot mine was fine~ until now =(
Haix.. dardar after her work~ sms me wanna meet mah =X i gave a quick response~ wanna watch movie or come over.. but caz she wanna reached home by 6+~ so decide to come over instead bah =D
hmmm.. she've decided not to go home early juz to pei me longer bah~ but dunno wat happened~ there's a sudden changed =( She seems totaly ingored towards me.. Is it wat i've done o.o or wat happened i dunno =(
All i know is tat she said tat tmr she will be goin out with friends and wun be meeting up with me~
Sobsob~ i've being an idiot bah~ being rushin all bout~ wanna know wat's goin on with dardar~ but she's juz refuse to tell me wat happened :'(
then mum saw us under the block~ in the end was scolded by her after i've reached home~ caz i was like grabing dardar~ haix~ it's all my fault!!!
hmm.. then didnt sent dardar home.. caz i also dunno wat she wan~ i'm totally confused =( i alight somewhere before the bus turn to simei area bah~
I'm always the source of all evil i so hate myself =(
Is everything a
I'mAccidentallyLost
Monday, December 17, 2007
7:53 PM
~* 1 week later *~
Gonna be a rough idea of wat had happened and wat gonna happen bah =D
For the last week~ from tuesday to friday, it's all bout papers and exam~ as for my dardar~ she've grown up le ^^v hehe~ went to a paper factory do work bah~ kinda full-time de job~ so long hours~ so little pay =( see her everyday also bring injuries home :'( sobsob~ see le also heart pain
More bout my exams~ i also not too sure~ all i can wish for is a mere pass bah~ i'll be happy le =X Shall wait for result to come out then know bah =(
Hmm.. then saturday~ tot tat after 1 whole week for both of us~ dardar finally would be able to come over~ Hahha.. but seems like heaven had being fool on us =D hehe~ before dardar managed to come over to my house~ She got a call from her bro~ saying tat their cousins had some kinda problem.. one of them would be goin over to dar's house.. hmm~ made my poor dardar cried.. at 1st~ ask her to U-turn home de~ She's so worried on both side =( 1 of them is me~ the othe is her cousin~
In the end~ meet up with me~ i've bought mac for lunch then took a cab back to her house~ but caz dar dun wanna go home unless her cousin reached there~ so she bought her KFC then we 2 was like downstair of her house~ waiting for news bout her cousin~
Eventually we hide ourself at a nearby playground, until finally~ 3+ bah~ got a sms from her cousin tat everything turn out to be fine~ Yupx~ everything is fine !!! =D
so she go had her cousin gathering~ got scolded caz of her brother's delay + lie~ haix.. dar ar dar =( sobsob
Sunday nothin much happened ard here~ and for the remaining days~ i assume tat i'll be playing Maplestory bah =D
Today~ dardar was suspose to come over after her choir de~ but yesterday nite~ she and her grp of friends got news tat they needa go back to work~ so unable to pei wo again =D hehe~
Haix.. then poor her~ caz of me.. she needa wake up extreame early today~ so tat in the mornin can come over to pei me before her Amaths lesson which is 10am~ then helped her with Amaths homework~ hope she'll understand bah =( Haix~ i'm sorry~ i'm lousy.. but please at least let me try X(
after tat i went to sch to take things from YC then had my lunch~ go home played maple thru out le bah~ gonnna top up more cash~ keep playin lor~ wat else can i do Xp Heheh~~
Everyday u go home with injuries It made my heart breaks Always ask u to becareful But accident alway happened
I'mAccidentallyLost
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
10:37 AM
~* Exam Exam Exam!! *~
Started from yesterday~ I woke up with 9 missed call on my fone + 2 sms from dardar~ Sobsob i'm sorry dardar~ my fone was in silence mode so unable to wake up =X luckily u've my house number~ arbo i'm forever sleeping Xp
Dardar came really very early today~ She bought me breakfast from Mac~ it's her Ai Xing Zhao Chan~ caz she really rush all the way to my house to deliver it~ then went Bedok Inter to meet up her friends~
Thankz you dardar~ after finished the breakfast~ i tried to study~ but in the end~ went back to sleep~ haix.. why cant i juz get everything into my brain! I've spent 3 days on this Chem de subject~ and havent started on the rest =( i've no choice but to study last min~ Sianz~ think of it~ everything jiu gone *poof* Haix~
Yesterday night i've slept early~ hopin tat dardar would be able to come over this mornin =X but~ bleh~ she woke up late and now rushin to meet up with her friends~ hope she / they wun be late bah =D
later would be my 1st paper liao~ which would be at 3:30pm~ haix.. then glance thru the notes i've taken down.. out of 3 topic i've only studied 2~ and out the 2 topic i've only studied 1 of each section~ so Wish me luk bah =D This paper also include MCQ~ so meanin~ if my MCQ failed = paper gone liao~ haix.. dunno lar!!
Bleh~ think roughly like this le bah~ so off i go~ play liao~ later needa go for paper ^^
I'mAccidentallyLost
Sunday, December 9, 2007
3:05 PM
~* My lively weekends *~
Mornin~ tried to make myself study~ seems unable to do so.. heat up the only 1 piece of chicken~ then watch Batman while eating~ totally sianz all way =X
then around 1+ bah~ watched another show~ also at kid's central de~ 2+ prepared myself and out i go =D went to Suntec.. hoping to find dardar~ caz she's there for the F.I.R's thingy~ but when i reached there~ she's already at City Hall MRT station~ prepare to go home liao =3 Bleh~
so went to N.Y.D.C alone~ feed myself with a Tiramisu~ seems lonely as it was a resturant where people normally go in a group =( So was there waiting for food~ then saw F.I.R they all exit from tat side~ so it's kinda of a near view of them bah =D Didnt really bother bout much.. 20mins later~ cake eaten up.. there goes my $13 =X LMAO!!!
then walked to the arcade~ then realise now Suntec got Neoprint machines le~ bout 2 or 3 at MyPlayground there~ saw a new design de Newbies T-shirt~ seem cute de~ kinda tempting to buy wor Xp Hehhe~ then juz glance thru bah~ arbo my wallet jia lat =P At the arcade~ spent bout 1hour inside bah~ changed $10 wanna play those catching toys de machine =X at taiwan there played like so tempting sia =X then totally spent another $8 at there =(
Wohoo~ then wanna buy Milk Chocolate de~ but hor.. bo liquid inside de~ then i decide not to buy liao~ arbo i would have bought 2box!!!
Waited for parents to come fetch me to my 4th uncle de house to celebrate~ Saturday nite~ family gathering =D hehe~ My mother side de.. is 1 big bunch of people~ One reason for this gathering is caz my cousin had his 1st mth old de baby ger =D
Kinda pack + messy bah~ lmao~ it's like 50+ people inside and outsite of the house Xp hehe~ so this new born baby~ would be my 5 nieces / nephew le bah ^^v so old liao wor =X
then ate kinda full there~ buffet style with lots lots delicious de food wor =P hehe then Zenia and family arrived before 9pm~ everyone was like bout to leave liao~ then they come.. so late =X Haha~ caz it's Zenia's Birthday~ so she was there celebrating her birthday~ so they rush here for the gathering bah =D
Sunday morning 7++ am.. yesterday everyone went home and sleep straight away~ everyone's tired XD so woke up~ tried to get my "Chem" into my brain~ and everything seems unable to compile nicely into it~ till 9:30am.. went out to watch doraemon~ then i'm like havin a half headache~ whereby only left side is having a headache~ went to eat panadol~ then i was lika ji tao HIGH~ lmao.. went ard telling my mum i wanna drink wine =X lmao~ then woke my dad up~ went to Tampines there de court for shopping~ followed by ikea~ to buy wine glass~ LMAO!!
then before leaving Ikea~ there's this sweden shop~ bought a bottle of Vodka from there Xp totally crazy over liquid =X
So for now~ any cousins wanna come over to my house to drink drank drunk~ juz come prepared can liao Xp lol!!
Bleh~ reached home again.. then for this "chem" de subject~ needa do own research online de~ so mafan =( Jus so feel like sleepin sia~
My msn was like Offline de caz juz now i went out shopping~ saw dardar online.. i restart my com~ then she's offline liao =( bleh.. win liao lor~ see me.. faster siam.. BLEH!! so be it =(
Hehe~ then hope tat tmr u would be able to go school sell textbooks bah =D arbo, u needa come my house suffer with me! Muhahaha~!~!~
I'mAccidentallyLost
Friday, December 7, 2007
11:52 PM
~* Finally *~
Hmmm.. long watied friday~ not caz of Fashion~ but was caz of dardar =D
Yupx.. then thanks to my sis i would be able to produce a wonderful 3 pieces of design to show teacher~ sorry.. then last piece.. really was very Hairy wor =X then didn't really show teacher~ Sorry! then was like coloured the remaining few~ then would be scanning them over bah..
Then needa 1 last help from see for this time round =X for this fashion part bah Xp Thankz for helping me chiong when i juz tat~ moody and sept early.. hiding in 1 corner =D
So today.. managed to get out of the class early~ caz i've done with my colouring~ so.. left school kind earlier this time round.. then went home 1st~ wohoo.. dardar was later by 12mins wor! it's kinda of a Guinness World Record for her bah.. hehe~ Why do i have to be in love with a Late-comer Xp a habit tat i dun really appriciate =( caz i hate waiting~
But i'm not gonna give up on her caz of this~ hehe.. But no matter wat~ thanks dardar.. at least u're willing to keep your promise trying to make it before 12pm =X
so finally met up after a 2day delay~ walked to Mac to get my lunch~ dardar's kinda full so got mine niah.. Take away home to eat =D
hmmm.. then ard 3+ goin 4pm bah~ we went down again~ got dardar's de lunch at Mac again this time round =D Then played Maple with Yang.. fight a Boss monster.. kinda made him HIGH bah~ lmao!!
then decidin on weather to wait for dad to send her home or we go home ourself.. she too pai seh le Xp so went home on our own~ hehe remembered to take away Bubble Tea for Yang.. send her home..
Made my way to Tampines Inter to meet up with my parents.. then went to Tampines Swimming complex there de Jap Resturant to have our dinner~ kinda new de system bah.. caz need walked around to collect ice-cream stick of wat food we want Xp hehe kinda interesting de system bah
total bill was like $79.90~ caz i've ordered 1 lobster soup =X which caz $20 le bah.. haha.. hmm.. kinda delicious de food =D now still kinda full from everything i've eaten juz now...
So tat's roughly how i spent my day bah ^^v
Dardar~ thankz for makin yourself avaible for me today bah~ Why cant u take some initative de~ it's okkies de.. i even request a hug from u wor =X and none was given to me.. bleh~ so sad =(
Then dardar~ changed her URL wor.. then keep faking me here and there =( sobsob~ in the end also fed up in asking her liao~ haix.. Lost track of time~ Tmr would be monday needa sleep early~
Exam soon!!! Jia You yuan... everything will be JUST fine after them =(
Need more Attention
I'mAccidentallyLost
Thursday, December 6, 2007
11:05 PM
~* Center of Gravity *~
Hmm... Center of attentions~
Based on my personality, my character.. i should be kinda of a shy person bah~ u may come my face and smack me tat "Yuan u shy meh"~ watever.. i'm one!
because of this~ i was not in the cirlce of attentions~ i was juz a nobody~ outside the circumference of the circle~ Everyone around would juz walked by me~ unknowningly know who i am.. Tat's my and my life =D Result.. with limited friends~ Maybe juz secondary friends~ Han, they all~ or maybe juz my POLY de friends , Jor and YC
It's personality and character =D tat's mine~ and bout yours~ it's all based on my opinion~ it maybe wrong de ^^ so dun take it too hardly~ if any harsh words is used =X
So~ Being in the center of attention~ Waited to be busy with friends fully surrounded~ without a moment tat's free.. Caz it's fully packed~ tat's why u've little time for me bah~ i know i've being demanding.. i also know u've tried to made it up by calling me.. but do u really think tat's wat i wan? Having a call with no voice, Having a Msn conversation with no mind~ Having a body without soul?
it's true tat i've less friends~ tat's why it's partially the reason why i'll never understand how u feel bah~ being crowded with i'm juz alone~ when i'm hanging the cloths~ Maybe this the reason why i choosed to play Maplestory bah~ A place whereby there's no 1.. a place where a solo + no-life being stayed~ Although it'a s Online game~ with plenty of people around.. at least.. i'll feel safe =(
Everone had different weightage of wat they wanted~ and based on the webby u given to me.. it's
Money , Pride , love , family , career
Hmmm.. then bout this dunno it's true or nor.. but from wat i've seen for myself~ i seems true bah~ in the sense tat i'm willin to throw away my Pride for Money~ Lost my loves caz of Pride.. caz of Love affect my Family~ Without everything~ wat else is needed =.="
Although~ for u.. i'm sure u've feelin towards me.. but dun dare to express bah~ as for me.. i've being letting the 1st 2 to be out.. wanting to make Love to be 1st in the line~ And also~ i'll never forget.. On a nite~ it's u tat told me to follow my parents to go out buy things instead of talkin to u~ caz there's always still got chances de =( and caz of this sentence~ i've rushed my way out to find them =D
Why do my days always had to end like this? Being sad and moody? i know why ^^v it's caz of me having a wrong state of mind~ talking to dardar rudely.. But i've stop saying Qi Hua~ caz it's sucks! Sobsob~~
I'mAccidentallyLost
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
11:51 PM
~* rain-emo-w *~
Hmmm.. today woke up in the mornin~ heard parents outside talkin~ didnt really checked the time.. juz know tat there's a SMS~
Woken up again~ OMG! it's 8:30am.. i'm late! Yupx.. with 5missed call + 2sms thankz to Jor~ but still cant wake me up =X Rush here~ rush there~ managed to get myself into the class by 9am bah =X it's like 1hr late for school le =X Heng~ tat period it's not raining~ or else i've to alight at a further stop..
Yesterday got info from a friend tat there might be a re-test~ but caz i'm late~ i dun actually wat happened.. but dun seems to have 1~ got back my paper~ then realised tat it's 15/30.. i've passed.. i'm glad.. caz i seems to used the wrong formula =X
went for the lecture~ after tat went to eat.. Ate Jap jap =D after tat me + YC went home 1st.. while Jor stayed and wait for willie~ caz they're having lesson at the evening XD
Actually was hoping dardar would be able to come over.. for some reason~ she's unable to come over.. tat's the 1st turnin point le bah =(
then reached home.. played awhile with maple.. till dardar's de 2x gone~ which was like 1pm bah~ then dardar called me.. talked kinda long bah.. Nope.. it's on fone very long bah~ afew hours also got de.. juz tat listening to atmosphere bah Xp then i'm totally sianz!
Went walking around my room~ layed on my bed.. resting~ layed on my sofa.. resting~ tat's all i've done when i'm on fone with dardar.. the whole rainy day really turns everything down =(
at nite, as for dinner~ went out to eat with parents~ ate kinda alot bah.. then came home gotta some help from sis to help me do my fashion thingy which needa be handed up on friday~ hope everything would be able to be done smoothly bah~
Possessive : Adj jealously guarding your possessions; demanding someone's total attention Grammer indicating possession
For me~ there seems to have 2 meanin towards Possessive~ 1. JEALOUSLY guarding YOUR possessions~ 2. DEMAND someone's total attention~
As for me.. it would be 1 > 2 Hmmm.. wat would he's be ? Guarding or Demanding attention~ I dunno..
It's my brain~ a brain whereby i personal cant configure how everything should be placed smoothly.. I'm SORRY!!!
I'mAccidentallyLost
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
11:05 PM
~* webcam *~
Early in the mornin was playin Maple when i decide to go swimmin with YC + Jor~ then was like i checked my fone~ realised Cheryl sms-ed me tat she wanna come over to my house to kope games + movies~
Bleh~ so after long hours of converting + transfering + downloading~ My computer had become a PORT for her.. being pirate Xp Then we had a video conference with my sis~ was really hopin to install tat Webcam into my com de~ juz tat i dun manage to find the disk.. then in the end~ 1 sided de lor =D saw my sister there~ then showed us 2 of her friends~ And also realised tat there's such a word called "woken"
then went across to have our lunch~ waited kinda long for the western bah~ then i dun find it delicious =X Opps~
then sent her home~ before taking bus to school~
seems kinda rush to school~ but still manage to make it in time to the lecture hall before teacher started ^^v
Yupx.. then today in school also seems not so happening~ then went home.. same bus with my classmate bah~ then thankz to him.. heard tat tmr maybe there's a re-test for all of us~ So hope tmr would have a better paper for us bah =X
then after tat went home to play maple.. seems kinda bored to me now~ caz i've chiong kinda high lvl~ then now training also slow down le~ And worst~ My mum + cheryl asked me " Wat for chiong lvl so high? " totally made me speechless =(
Why everytime~ dardar would only be online at such a late hour =( Then was like written kinda alot for her~ LMAO.. God makin fun of me sia~ she DC-ed~ sobsob.. imgine things tat once dare to be mentioned once.. and the chance juz passed by =( haix.. But thankz to dardar~ being understanding ^^v Went to find her Chat History bah =D I really treasure all the moments being with u, dardar~ i dun wish to lose u =(
For choosing Rose : 有时候生活是完美的，可是有时候会多剌而令人苦恼
Starting to hate myself =( sobsob~ why do my day everytime needa end like this~ really doesn't consist of any Happily Ever After~
To JJ fan and my mood~
Come on~ make my tag box alife everyone =D
I'mAccidentallyLost
Monday, December 3, 2007
8:33 PM
~* LvL 102 *~
Yupx.. my maple char had leveled till 102 liao~ Hmm.. had being playing since saturday till sunday nite~ but did go to grandparents' house on sunday~ caz it sort of celebration for my grandmother bah =D
Hmmm.. so nothin special to be mentioned on last 2 days bah~
Yupx.. so let's talk bout today~ hmmm.. nothin special also leh =.=" Juz tat after our 1st lesson~ we went to Bedok to eat~ caz no more LAB le~ so got xtra 2hrs..
ate Yong Tau Fu ^^v hehe~ then followed by our long missed Tang Yuan~ muahahha~
Then took bus back to school~ then went to CyberCenter to slack till 2pm for our lesson~ Wow~ so fast next week gonna be exam liao~ went lectures gotta some tips on wat would be tested on exams
Last lesson would be my lab~ then kinda shocking to know tat i actually tyco tyco got a 20/20 for it~ i juz dun believe why~ so ask the teacher for the answers! then he say he didnt bring on hand~ it's seems to be kinda lucky for me bah =X caz i really dunno how to do on the spot de!
blehs~ then slack whole day liao~ watch Spop~ Hmmmm... sorry dardar =( haix.. think i've once again spoilt her mood bah~ caz of stupidly misfunctioning of my brain!!!
~* i've totally lost track of time *~
