Tuesday, March 18, 2008
~* it's all bout losing *~
Anger had being slowly piled up ever since yesterday~ i'm sorry for impatient~ caz dar was juz offline at 9.45pm when she eventually called me at 10pm.. foolishly.. i tot time was so long~ but it's juz 15mins~ Haix..
then yesterday dar in the afternoon was talkin to her cousin thru-out.. but caz i wanna watch Spop~ although both of us is online~ but we 2 were runnin about~ so didnt really talked much bah~ Haix Haix~
then as i've mentioned~ dar tried callin me at 10~ then was like her fone keep cutting then~ bleh~ then finally i gave up~ but was rather fed-up.. i mean like afterall she managed to talk to her cousin in the afternoon~ why now keep hanging up!! Haix Haix Haix~
so cant get to talk =( then slowly de~ even SMS also cant reply le~ Bleh.. Haix Haix Haix Haix~ then juz let's assume tat she's already aslp le bah ^^ Haha
Then as for today~ woke up at 8:25am.. wash up.. prepared myself and out i go.. same as yesterday~ wetn Bedok Inter ate Beancurd as my mini-Breakfast bah ^^ then reached office kinda early de~
think nothin special thru out.. except.. Dar didnt send me a single SMS and Han called me in-between to disturb =P
After work decided to call dar~ see wat happened to her~ as a result~ it's a MISS CALL~ then sms Yang.. ask if Dar had reached home.. then at least he did reply =D
so finally Dar sms me le bah =X remembering bout tat CHONG WEI YUAN's existence!!!!
Haix~ i've being selfish bah... I'm sorry ... Caz:
I'm timid and afraid of anything and everythingI'm afraid to lose u..
i'm afraid to lose everything tat's around me
and lastly,
i'm afraid to lose myself to the devilish side
I'mAccidentallyLost