Tuesday, April 22, 2008
~* Insane *~
Yesterday lay on bed around 10pm bah~ ate 1 Panadol~ jiu lock myself in the room le~ Bleh~ and all i do is hug my pillow and cried
reason for crying~ caz i think i felt bad for treating dar this way bah =(
From my point of view~ everyone has different thinking~ different character..
in the sense tat~ For example.. when Dar's moody, sad, angry maybe(from my point of view) she doesnt wished to be disturbed, she wanna be alone~ But for me myself~ whenever i'm moody, sad, angry.. all i hope for is someone to concern bout me :'(
then for yesterday nite~ SMS dar~ but was crying till doesnt notice her reply then jiu fallen aslp le~ today mornin.. woke up ard 3+am~ then have a
stupid fantasy of hoping tat i would be able to swap body with Dar like some drama or movies
then decided to clear my mind and get back to sleep~ woke up this time round for school~ ate my breakfast: Honey Ceral with milk.. It was a rainy dar~ then heard tat dar's late =( hope nothing happen to her bah :(
so for today~ school life was as boring~ then i've given up on myself le!! Then told dar tat i will no longer be bothered with who she'll be goin out with le~ i shall trust her fully bah~ afterall i'm a nobody to her :'(
haix~ so tat's all for today bah~
My attitude sux!!
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