Sunday, August 10, 2008
~* Mental Problem? *~
I'm now back at home~ juz now reached home around 7+am then went to sleep till now~ didnt really had enough sleep~ juz few hrs~ it's never enough =(
haix.. this few days~ i also didnt really sleep well or had even enough sleep bah~ sianz~ hope today will be able to sleep early bah~ now also 12:35pm le~ awhile longer jiu time to bed~ then walk out.. it will be monday which means schooling le =.="
haix~ time past slowly in front of you~ but day past fast behing your back
Till now~ i still doesnt know wat she wants from me~ i'm juz purely get back a payback bah~ bleh!
come on~ juz keep torturing me~ slowly slowly let me go crazy~ wohooo~
i've found out tat i was wrong~ everything is so wrong~
when i need somebody~ nobody is there
there's no help but torture~
there's no smile but evil laughter
u think i got a low level of acceptence towards joke~ u're wrong~
i think u've a low level of acceptence towards joke~ i might be wrong
some to think of it~
if i cant take joke~ would i still able to smile?
if i cant tolerate~ would i still able to take the pain inflict on me?
i'm willing to let u do anything to me without much hastle~
although it brought me pain, but a smile is enough to cover
I still dunno wat's in me to had made any mistakes tat will bring me to an even deeper form of damage to me
please enlightment me~ For i cant be as carefree as u are
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