Wednesday, September 17, 2008
~* i'm deaf *~
No ones perfect! Including me haix~ everyone will make mistakes and we should learn from the mistakes~
*this is wat i feel*
Everyone tends to view people from different angles and start pin pointing~ and i'm of no different~
Today, dar~ came over to meet me.. but everything was plain silence~ although few words were spoken~ i think it's not enough =( for tat 1hr or so~ she juz using my com to play Neopets~ while i juz let her be.. and i studied the MCQs for my FTT which will be on this coming Friday~ She mentioned tat she'll reward me for pass it~ but i dun think it's necessary anymore~
Caz monday i got this E-trial for my FTT, i managed to pass 1 out of 2 papers~ she said dun mind rewarding me, but eventually, she had regretted bah o.o
After 30mins or so~ i went sat beside her~ everything it's still like this~ This yesterday was the Cause and today is the Effect bah =( Haix~
She also mentioned to me tat she skipped her Emaths remedial bah~ As for me, i felt tat if she Pon for a reason~ it's okkies (Maybe reason like : in order to meet me or other reasons~ i dun care) But she came over the whole day but was juz doin her own things maybe even didnt know my presence ?
She was like this the whole evening~ then took bus17 to BLK201 there~ she bought a pack of Fries~ but after we had walked a distance, when i gonna make a call to my mum ~ she finally asked me if i wanna eat nor~ my reaction is like "Wow~ u finally know my existance ar? "
After tat, she juz diam diam cont eating.. tat's really when i got made and told her how i felt~
I've told her alot times tat i dun like to see her diam diam liao~ if she's unhappy with me~ juz tell me straight~ Wat for hiding away from me ? Although i have to admit tat i'll reply her wat i feel~ caz i'm Straight forward..
Isnt HONESTY one of the factor?
Isnt Communication another factor?
Isnt Sharing is part of a relationship ?
Haix~ after tat went to eat Jack's Place to clear away my tat voucher~ then was hoping to change my Handphone de~ everything prepared.. but the fone is Out-of-Stock~ haix.. i'm unlucky bah =.="
I've saw articales of news and report reguarding:
- The 2nd half of u , your spouses , will assemble the characteristic of your family members
- Girl Mature faster and earlier than Guys
I'mAccidentallyLost