today just pure schooling, but something special today is tat after school , i'll be meeting Jia Yi for lunch~ followed by sending her to her 1st day work then i go Bedok for mine..
in the end, didnt eat lunch.. but send her there rather early, then sat for awhile longer, then jiu left le.. caz my workin time will start from 2pm.. when i reach Bedok, then manager there told me tat he didnt recieve any message tat i'll be coming over today and he ask me to report tmr.. but i've told him bout i wanna transfer to Tampines de outlet which will be same as Jia YI, then he told me tat he'll give me a call in the night
so after there, i went back to Tampines outlet just sit there and play my PSP bah.. when She finally have some spare time to go out buy water, we met up then she asked me to go home 1st..
so went home, awhile later, han jiu ask me + fang to dota.. while fang ask if anyone wanna go out eat dinner nor... then i suggest the Aston restaurant where Dar work..
In the end, went there to meet Fang for dinner, after tat, he took us to his house nearby, teach me how to reverse the car XD haha.. after tat jiu fetch me home liao
reached home jiu talk to sis, till ard 11 bah.. caz there helping her to do some research bout Visual Radio
Haix.. now she returned home, dar is angry with me caz i went there for dinner.. She didnt take my order, didnt serve me, i didnt call her , i juz went for dinner =.="
Was watching Flinstone on channel 5 when we're in the hotal although it's the human act de~ but i still find the Dino cute bah.. Then the show is 0bout flinstone lost both Money and his GF in las Vasgas.. then the show ended with flinstone finally apologised and proposed saying tat he's unable to provide Diamond ring~ he's unable to drive sport car~ but told wilma tat he could give her happiness
Then during lunch time, we left the hotel and went back home after Burgerking..
after i've reached home, i played with my PSP then went to sleep le bah.. now like my back aching sia~ maybe it's caz yesterday nite didnt sleep well =( Think i'll gonna be ill le
Haix.. I've realised from the morning that everything is so meaningless without JiaYi =( caz no matter wat i'm unhappy with, happy with, i've no 1 to share with me anymore!
and today is the 1st day~ yet both kind of situation happened today~ haix...
unhappy in the morning caz i'm so worried tat i'm unable to find to result slip from my secondary school.. then maybe wat's i'm currently happy about is tat now i'm at a 54th storey Swissotel. It's all thanks to han and family bah ^^ thank you
Hmmmm.. then i've realised tat :
JiaYi and her brother often quarrell, have fun, fight and did alot of other stuff
as for me and my sister, we also did almost something similar, like quarrel, have fun , fight and other stupid things..
But.. The big difference between this 2 siblings is tat although me + Jia Yi dun mind being in a relationship like this~ whereby, we 2 will quarrell, have fun , fight and other stuff~ BUT...
ME AND JIAYI is a BGF relationship~ whereby there'sa a chance of us to break up.. where by the sibling relationship, no matter how's the situatuion, Sister-Brother will never break off~
seems to me tat~ this time JiaYi seems to be very serious~ there's immediate changes in her blog.. This and Tat bah~ haix..
Watever, the case, i dun wish to end this relationship just like this bah~ I love her very much =(
i love to use this law as my example XD haha~ caz afterall, it's factual~
Newton's Law : What goes up, will always come down~
same goes for a rollar coaster ride~ same goes for a relationship..
after so many Hiccups in this my relationship~ in the end, i've still lost to Gravity~ Haix..
Today she got her choir in some other school~ then was like we'll be meeting after her choir bah.. so i had my lunch with my parents then head down to meet her which was around 2pm le bah
at 1st was deciding to go Far East for a Pastamanic interview de~ then from her house, we've decided to take bus9 to East Point followed by bus5. But caz she havent taken anything yet, she wanna go Old Chang Kee to buy something to eat, then caz of this, i've decided not to travel till far east.. caz afterall, she needa reach Eunos by 7+
so after she bought her food~ then when walk around whereby she've finally decided on the location to have her lunch bah.. a Japanese Store. while she was eating~ then i've started a conversation bout her Combine school choir performance.. as i'm curious bout some questions~ she juz choose not to answer be and think her flame happened to store there bah
after her lunch~ we went NTUC wanna buy water de~ then she said tat she wanna buy chocolate~ then start choosing alot of chocolates~ then i tot she was joking as she had choosen like 5 different brands of chocolates.. then when she pass me 1 , i put back 1.. when she turned to look at me, my hands are empty.. then she got mad and suddenly disappeared =( haix.. seems to me tat it's true tat she wanna them~ so i collect them back and tried to find her.. Haix.. i juz dun like the feeling of being abandon suddenly~ i mean like, who like tat kind of feeling sia~
after tat~ in the end, didnt bought anything then she juz left there angrily then bought her to bus-stop. caz i dun wanna to see her mute and grumpy face .. soon i got fed up~ then was like she told me tat if i wanna go, i can go back 1st.. but to me, it's impossible for me to leave her alone de mah~ haix.. i'm juz plain worried bout her =(
after tat, she've decided to go 7-eleven to buy water so i followed.. at least after there~ she managed to get back herself and bring back the smile bah.. my feeling was like so happy and i pull her hand, think she almost fell. Think i've apologised, but i was really happy back then, as she's no longer angry with me =(
so decided to follow the MRT track to Expo. Seems like once again~ somewhere in the middle, she got mad with me again when she tell me tat she wanna drink some water. then i was like poured some water on her head.. She got so fustrated and didnt talk to me anymore.. sobsob :'( i was juz joking and playing ard yet she treat it so seriously~ it's all my fault =(
then was like i've decided to walk to expo and leave her alone.. but at the traffic light, i saw 4 guys walkin towards her direction, then once again~ i'm worried bout her safety and decided to walk back to her bah~
after all the PorPorMaMa, we've did walked to expo and see see look look while i get to drink my orange julias but all was juz mutes and she tagging along behind me..
after everything, sent her to eunos~ tot tat everything will be resolved but i was wrong... this is where the real pain starts :'(
I'm willing to give up everything juz for her smile... i dun like her giving me Mute + grumpy face
yet~ To her, I'm a stingy and pretty person she feels tat i've taken piority on MONEY more than her~ caz i've told her tat this month i'm broke and had took IOUs from mum...
Haha~ but her current reactions had given me a final answer~ I'm having the same treatment as HIM
Haix.. for some reason~ dar say she wun be blogging le =( stupid de~
Today went airport for both my CAAS test paper.. 1st paper was juz purely blur blur de enter.. then when i came out, my friend tell me it's easy as it's mostly came out from the notes teacher had gave.. i was like so stun.. why my surrounding friends didnt share them with me sia =.=" Haix.. totally disappointed... After the 1st paper, went to eat.. then start reading their notes for the 2nd paper bah.. this time round, at least i'm more prepared.. i came out 20mins after the paper commence XD
after tat went to Tampines to meet dar~ as we will be heading down to Katong area to look for a restaurant, Astons. Both of us went there for an interview for the part time job. haix~ after we wrote the form.. then waited ard 1hr for someone to come interview sia~ totally sianz =.=" Half-way thru~ while we were like talking~ then dar mentioned tat she doesnt wan me to send her home.. then i stare at her~ in the end, she like this angry with me sia~ then mute all the way, then i'm like start getting sleepy sia =S
Finally after the interview, we went to eat Katong laksa, then she bought some muffins then we took bus12 home le
juz now after i've came home, i went bath jiu start Dota.. then dar called me, as she wan me to focus in my game, then hang up the fone~
then when she's about to sleep tat time, she called me again.. but i was still in game.. in the end, think she's also rather fed up bah..
then was like, i told her tat i've stop dota-ing for quite sometime le, yet she shoot me back tat i've juz played yesterday.. Haix.. i really stopped for quite sometimes and yesterday start playing back mah =(
by right, she should be sleeping le bah..seems like i've something wanna ask her leh XD haha~ its alright bah.. ask her tmr ^^
As for me, i think after her Monotony stop spinning, wo jiu go sleep le bah.. tmr gonna be having lesson again~
'Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching.'
I'mAccidentallyLost
Monday, October 20, 2008
10:28 PM
~* Question *~
I'm juz curious~ is it tat all those short term memory personal tends to be rather short temper too ?
lmao~ but seems to be so for my case.. i have to admit tat i'm very petty.. but i've simple and short term memory
i dun mind having short attitudes~ at least, i'll tends to forgive and forget easily..
But everyone is different.. and so is my Dar~
She seems to me that she could quite forgetfull, but her anger will still remains there~ Haix..
I've a really bad habit of using different kinds of words, which might includes words tat will hurt someone, words tat could have several meanings in it... i know it myself.. i know of my this bad habit.. That's 1 reason tat i dun really like talking to people
i know this will tend to hurt others and break their hearts.. or even lose a friend and maybe even my special Her~ but..
i dunno~ i only know tat there's a phrase or wat which means :
words can be an piece of art, but words can also be a diedly weapon
something like this bah~ if i remembered correctly, this is not the 1st time i've mentioned about my this bad habit of mine..
I hate it!
But, it's somehow in me... and i'm sorry if i've hurt u deeply~
haix.. today finally took out all my courage to ask dar if she's willing to marry me in AuditionSea..
but eventually i'm rejected =(
after everything we had being thru, after all the times we had spent together.. i'm just and still a nobody to her~
i wonder~ if it's cause of other reasons or juz tat she felt tat i'm not the right guy for the right person..
i've put in everything i got.. but this the result i got =( Haix~
Nvm~ although she had rejected me.. but life will still needa go on~
who tell me to be me~ haix.
Everything easy come easy go
Face it!
I'mAccidentallyLost
Saturday, October 18, 2008
8:36 PM
~* money = water ? *~
Heard of anything phrase like : Use money like water ?
haha~ i do heard before.. and today, i eventually do it again XD
see this 2 MehMeh~ i got it from Suntec's arcade =X lmao~ spend a more than $80 bah.. and it's shared among both of us
Before the arcade, we went Swizzler for our brunch buffet XD we 2 are rather noob~ only like drink 1 soup + 1 salad jiu full le~ lmao.. but in the end, we still share a main course + half bowl of mushroom soup each
after arcade, went to Pasir Ris for neoprint again ^^ Haix.. wanna scan de~ but scanner not workin =.=" wanna use handfone take foto de~ but hand not stable =.=" In the end, it's empty again~ bleh.. next time ask dar for help bah XD haha
so went to Downtown trying to find jobs~ then was like sushi requires 16 and above, went to this Fish n Co Express.. 15 and above de~ but after we submit the form~ the people ask me to go to other restuarant instead~ then to me, it doesnt serve any purpose le bah~ caz if i wanna work, i wanna work with dar =(
so went back home without applying any jobs once again
Haha~ if Money is really like water~
how i hope~ we'll somehow allow the money to evaporate~ then when the clouds are filled with $$ then yeah baby! It's rainging MoNeY le ^^v
Muhahahahah~ I'm jus dreamin niah XD
I'mAccidentallyLost
Thursday, October 16, 2008
8:15 PM
~* Curious *~
Today, raining day, a bad day
morning, Had my driving lesson for 1hr, from 9am - 10am.. At around 8:25am, met my mum under my blk. she there asking me.. why i so late still haven go over.. i tot the distance is kinda near.. so able to reach in time.. so i juz wave my hand and walk across the bridge. After like 5mins, she called me again, telling me tat my father is ready and can fetch me there..
Afternoon, 1:30pm, Left home and it's raining. I return and get an umbrella.. went down bought bubble tea.. then decided tat i should get more umbrella incase dar's friend / brother need it. so ask aunty to keep the bubble tea 1st.. went home, took my bag, throw 3 more umbrella in then left to collect bubble tea~ then slowly walk over to meet dar.
In the end, there are 2 unused umbrella.. haha~ so went to the dunno wat restaurant to eat our lunch.. It's at Ehub again~ the food kinda okkies bah~ but dar thinks tat goin Jack's Place will be more worthy it bah..
was hoping to get ourselves a part time job.. but seems not easy at all =S lolx~
sent dar home.. but then , was seen by her mum when we're at the fitness corner.. haix.. then dar started to worry alot =( then she went home 1st.. while her brother and i went to Mac to buy sundae bah.. talked on the way.. trying to get some ways of answering their mum bah..
seems like, in the end, her mum reaction is like "Dun go out with me alone" anymore? or wat bah..
haix.. and caz of this happening, we seems to be quarrelling once again.. i dun understand why we'll keep doin this over and over again.. it's either i dun bother~ or she dun bother.. i dunno ...
afterall, i will always be me, while she will always be her i'll never know wat she had being thru and she will never know wat i've being thru
This is wat i felt
tat's why i choose to let her know wat i've done or being thru but it seems to be only a 1-way street
I'mAccidentallyLost
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
10:03 PM
~* i've given up *~
Maybe.. after everything tat's happening.. i'm not suitable for the job..
A total lost world.. she've given up her guardian angel just for me.. i always thought tat i'll be able to be her touch, guide her through the dark.. making everything easy for her.. but, today.. i've totally lost..completely lost to the darkness..
or maybe, i'm not tat bright in the 1st place.. juz tat she dun mind with a dimmer light..Haix... i dunno
i dun understand wat's the difference between Envy and Jealous.. but i've decided to give in everything.. juz for her to be able to see light thru the dark tunnel.. i've given up on myself and asked her to get her guardian angel back instead..
i'm not fit for this job..
it jus goes off~
Choices.. Did u make th correct choice?
I'mAccidentallyLost
9:07 PM
~* Invisble *~
Today whole day i was like an invisible man~ without anyone noticing
FANG OFF
I'mAccidentallyLost
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
11:28 PM
~* Why am i so stupid? *~
I then realised tat i've made a terrible mistake today.. all i did was rushing dar without sparing any thoughts for u =(
I'm sorry
Haix.. i didnt know tat her result had given her so much pressured.. i've tried my best.. but we know tat i didnt put in much effort.. and i'm so disappointed with myself..
come to think of it~ today's meeting, dar juz need a shoulder and maybe a listening ear.. but i didnt lend her one nor give her enough time.. but yet, i was there rushing her through as i'm supposed to meet Hui they all by 6pm. Haix.. i'm such a failure!
maybe this is the reason, and tat's the cause.. and maybe effect might soon take place.. i'm not sure~ but i dun wish that it will happen =(
i've tried encouraging her, but my words doesnt seems convinving at all.. i've no confident at all.. how could i express it well to her..
So in the end, reached there ard 6:30pm.. ate tat Waraku, some japanese pasta.. but i was quite full, so got myself 1 Coffee Float, it's not so wonderful at all.. caz the coffee is not even sweet =(
I'mAccidentallyLost
9:37 AM
~* Lala *~
Remember wat time did we end our Ah Kun today morning ?
After 2weeks of waiting~ we've finally able to come to this Geek Terminal to try out this Salad Bar Buffet which cost 15.90++ each.. the lightning seems to be quite romantic~ but to me.. i'm suffering =( Maybe it's caz earlier i've ate a cold relief panadol.. then caz me to be having headache + feel like vomiting sia
half way thru the meal, Han came to say Hi as he was workin around that area. Haha~ then i ask Jia Yi, call ShuShu~ hehe~ she juz blur blur de call sia XD when we return to our table, she then ask me who was tat XD
after tat she came over.. Thank you dardar~ for this 1st and the last time request from me.. i shall juz keep it as a last time bah ^^
At 1st, was wanting to come over for spring cleaning de~ but i really dun feel very well =( in the end, whole day was juz sleeping~ i'm so weak !!
when sending her home tat time, i also felt asleep on bus.. haix~ think today's rain make me sick! but i seems to be free from fever o.o
after tat head down to Fang's house to wait for Han, dar called me.. haix then i somehow made her angry again.. dun wanna let her have the thinking tat caz my friends, then i will PS her~ so told her i wun be meeting them le bah~ after some tots, haix.. ji tao left Fang's house prepare to head home liao~ then she ask me to go back
Kevin from Han's house called me, tell me Han's car break down.. can go home liao~ i ji tao almost burst into tears~ haix..
3rd time, at Airport T3, after i out from toilet, they still deciding if wanna eat Ah Kun as planned in the morning caz eng ate 4pieces of bread in the afternoon liao~ this time round, somehow dunno why, kevin say something like ah ya, Yuan can go home liao.. i ji tao take the lift to 2nd floor~ then walked all the way to MRT station.. before i enter the gate, kevin called me and ask where am i~ i say i'm taking train home.. then the end, say was joking around all those, then in the end, still eat Ah kun then came home now bah
Haix.. i'm so childish, i'm so weak, i'm so girly, I'm a crybaby!
I've forgotten how to cry, but my heart is bleeding
I'mAccidentallyLost
Sunday, October 12, 2008
9:16 PM
~* More than words *~
Han's Birthday cake cutting, Sunday 5th OCT, 1am+
Sentosa Trip ( Siloso Beach + One Degree 15 Club) Saturday 11th Oct, Postpone trip as last week raining
My 15months with my love
*Above picture, forcus on the Bird niah, haha*
We met up ard 1+ at under her block.. she've decided to go out with me XD haha~ so her decision is " Pasir Ris". So we head down there~ shop ard at White Sand.. went arcade.. Haha~ somehow managed to get dar play House of the Dead 4 with me ^^ Thank you
so after tat, went shop for her earrings~ found some 2 lollipops pattern de + 1 angel ^^ haha~ then after tat was supposed to meet her bro for cycling de~ but in the end, his bro mai come le~ so we went to Downtown East there, retn bicycle for 1 hr.. then from there, cycle to Pasir Ris Park~ the big playground changed alot le bah.. hmmm so here's my dar, came from from a slide tat's link to the "SpiderWeb"
After returning our bicycles, we went buy some drinks and went to some rock to have a rest there~ and heres the girl Xp haha~ i wun be removin those pictures bah ^^v hehe~
Thank you dardar for pei-ing me 15months le~ and the time tat u've surifices for me
2pictures are deleted upon request =.="
Friends and dar~ they're still relationships~ i'll treasure them
*pictures show MORE THAN WORDS*
I'mAccidentallyLost
2:07 AM
~* 15months le !!! *~
Muhahaha~ today : 12 of Oct.. tat marks me + Jia Yi's 15months of being together =D
hmmm.. although we did quarrel all those.. but think it'll still counted as a full 15months bah XD haha~
Juz hang up the fone with dar, then had kinda new information bout the past.. wow~ u never know unless u were told =X
Life is so mysterious =D
today mornin ard 10am~ meet Han and gourp at Parkway de mac for breakfast then head to the NTUC there~ to submit the forms for Big Walk which will be on 2nd Nov
after tat, we walked to Katong to take bus10 to Sentosa.. saw Curly on board liao~ so went Siloso beach together~ after 1hr+ bah~ was drizzling, so decided to head over to Curyl's club, One Degree 15 .
at there swimmin niah~ then took some pictures over there~ then ard 5+ left there head down to Hougang for Eugene's BBQ bah
hmmm.. so reached kinda on time bah XD so waited awhile longer jiu go have the BBQ session.. it's sort of his secondary friend celebrating belated for him bah.. i also dunno any of ther de~ juz Teng and Clar bah..
took kinda long to start the charcoal~ Concluded: NTUC de charcoal is lousy de!! managed to eat something from there bah =D so left there took 87 home..
on my way home, me + dar had some conversion.. which in the end, her having bad mood =( so i went bath.. but luckily ^^ i sms her and she did reply me with wat's goin on in her head~ after tat somehow settled le bah =D
hao hao ji siao me with a super sianz de sms, i'm really damn fed up...
Lala~ she called and everything hao liao.. i'm not that petty de hor XD haha
it's so enjoyable with u around me
SMS happy lovely sweet good hmmmm... crazy angry sad petty jealous
this is our relationship!!!!!! we're not having jus a plain ,simple and pure relationship XD
I'mAccidentallyLost
Friday, October 10, 2008
4:54 PM
~* I'm so bored *~
Haix~ today whole day sitting on my sofa.. using the com~ nothin was accomplish~ Boring
i'm so bored tat i wanna cry~ haix.. jus suddenly felt so sick =(
today, dar's plannin was to meet her grandparents~ tat's why we didnt met up =( but eventually, it's ard 4+ then met up with her grandparents~ haix..
to her, i always little things jiu angry =S haha~ i cant control myself de mah~ but my anger wun last long de~ but hers will =X so i dun really like her to be angry with me XD haha~
so hoping tat she'll be having fun with her grandparents bah
As for tmr, it's saturday..
seems like my life getting messed up! caz tmr so many things is going on and my activites clashed which i dun like =( At 1st everything in my mind will be tat Saturday, me + dar will be goin out to eat buffet de but then Han suddenly tell me tat last week we've made this decision caz the week before, we failed to go there caz of the rain bah~ last week i diam diam de lor =( didnt comment anything~ Bleh~ stupid de!!!
then tot tat dar could follow me go Sentosa~ but she dun wan, caz she felt tat it'll be awkard for her bah~ yesterday on my way home, keep trying to convince her to go de~ but whenever talk bout this topic, her tone will change~ then forget bout it bah =(
as for tmr's nite~ will be goin to Eugene there for his BBQ bah~ haerd is his belated birthday or wat de~ not too sure too =.=" it's at Hougang there.. shall see when i reach there tmr bah
As for dardar's buffet, we set it on Monday.. caz of tat Yong Yuan Chi Bu Fei show~ she's kinda crazy over eating buffet bah XD then hope we'll be able to find the loctaion and the food is suitable for both of us bah =D
Now she's with her grandparents le bah~ wanna sms her but i wan her to spend time with them~ Arbo later, she both also wan... then sms me strange strange de stuff jiu worsten le XD Dardar~ Enjoy yourselves bah ^^
Love you!!
I'mAccidentallyLost
1:21 PM
~* April Fool Joke? *~
Wednesday i've finally had my end of year exam.. haix~ 2MCQ and 2essay questions
dun really plan to pass it wor =X so difficult =S
then also had my driving lesson at 4:30pm~ at least now it seems better le bah XD
after my driving lesson, parents come to fetch me to Vivo and had my dinner over there~ after tat met up with Teng and Clar caz we'll be goin to PowerHouse for clubbing~
My 1st time going to such place wor~ haix~ spend $30 each on a bottle of Martel~ so Expensive sia =.=" $180 for tat bottle! I drink less than 1 cup wor~ not worth it at all
then the so called dance floor~ quite small bah~ then so crowded somemore~ dun really know why people will go such place =X cant really move freely, juz like swing left and right niah =S roughly inside from 10+ till 3+ bah~ then went out, walk to Vivo hoping to buy some water from Cheers or 7-eleven~ but all the stores there not 24hrs de~
so slack outside Vivo and Habourfront shopping center~ till bout 6am finally got the 1st train home XD reached home before 7am~ bathed and tot can manged to go sch for tat revison class de~ but in the end~ eyes lid juz come down and eventually went to sleep liao~
in the afternoon , dardar came over my house after her last paper XD hehe~ then help me took away chicken rice.. then ard 2+++ bah~ dar told me sort of a joke bah~ bleh
after tat sent her home~ lmao~ then sat bus17 with her bro, Yang. caz he meeting his friends at Bedok. while i alight at my house~
I'mAccidentallyLost
Sunday, October 5, 2008
10:09 PM
~* Happy Bday Han!!! *~
Today's Han Bday~ mornin ate Dim Sum with his family at Katong
I'mAccidentallyLost
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
9:25 PM
~* Red and white *~
Big Big lollipop for all the children in the world
~* i'm left with no words *~
