Yesterday, after my school , after my driving, i met boss to go for the Victoria Concrt Hall to see Jia Yi's choir performance~
Hmmm.. after our dinner we slowly find our way there~ then before entering, Boss saw his GF's sister.. then we jiu enter to see le~
Total got 27 songs on the list~ then was like in between there's Intermission, but she didnt come find me caz she cant locate me bah~ haha! It's okkies~ afterall, she didnt wear her spects.. so i'm not trying to blame anything ^^ As for me, i've spotted her~ but does not dare to approach her~ caz i'm worried tat she doesnt like it bah...
Hmmm.. so end with her dad fetch her home, my dad fetch us home..
Then as for today, we went to watch Movie : Madagascar 2 at Orchard Cathy..
we bought 2 Donuts each to watch during the show.. it's kinda a great show bah.. after the start, it also mention something bout Madagascar 1 to make it both linked bah =D so the same old type of family theme, with friendships and some jokes in it bah ^^
After the movie, went hong kong cafe to eat our high tea, managed to order her Mango Icecream.. but we still unable to complete it bah XD haha~ then after tat, head down to Plaza Sing to walk walk bah.. but in-between, she saw her cousin XD lmao~ then at Plaza Sing, spent total of $18 trying to catch soft toy XD then managed to get 1 niah =X
after tat jiu send her home le bah.. i dunno why~ but why my story doesnt seems to be ending with Happily Ever After de ? =(
I'mAccidentallyLost
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
1:32 AM
~* i hate my mouth *~
The shaggy dog
it's bout a father turn into a dog after some event bah.. thru the eyes of a dog, he managed to see wat's goin on with his family members which he didnt had time to spend with..
This 1 reason why i how tat such fantasy will happen in real life, happen to me.. caz i really wanna know wat's my surrounding will be like, caz in true fact, not everything will be told as everyone will has it own secret and a part of them tat doesnt wish to be reviewed..
Bout my relationship, I was the 1 tat declare this break out~ but yet, i'm the 1 unwilling to let go of this relationship..
I claimed tat i'm tired caz i dun like the coldness she treats me, haix... maybe i'm juz an insecure person bah.. i was havin all the 1way thoughts like i wan her to be caring towards me.. yet, maybe, i didnt do the same to her o.o I'm not sure~
but, there's part of me, wanting her to be with me.. maybe this feeling will be temporary, maybe it will last long and maybe forever, i'm not sure..
sometimes, i really had no idea why we'll quarrel, yet, she also doesnt wish to leak out anything.. i'm a blur and stupid person =(
it's useless to cry over spilled milk, but there's always a way to clean up the mess and get back the same milk... it's just if u're willing to put in effort nor..
I dunno why i'm so persistant in this relationship
after being together for 15months+ , after such a long run, after all the rollar coast rides, after all the high tides low tides, after all the thick and thin, after all the happiness and sorrow, after all the fun and quarrel,
think today shall be the official day i've broke up with Her le bah..Haix~ sometimes, i really dunno why she'll have her anger remain for so long..
she tends to tell me tat she forgets the reason of being angry, yet she will still be angry with me..
Jokin around doesnt seems fun either, as both of us, will joke till both of us get mad.. haix
Everything it's my fault bah.. i dun mind being the 1st to apologise, all i wan was a good relationship with her..
Maybe to her, this may seems to be a game bah? I'm not sure..
But does girls wan guys to apologise to them to prove tat they are imprerial? i'm not sure either
Nothing last long, water will evaporate 1day fire will burnt out 1day battery will flat 1day life will end 1day
so does, my realionship
Think no matter wat, a portion in my heart will still like her, care for her, concern bout her
Wish her best! Take care ^^ Thank you for all your time and effort tat u've put in this relationship and with me bah~ Thank =(
It's once again another show bout dancing, hmmmm.. I personally thinks tat this movie is not as get as the previous like Step Up.. Maybe caz it's a Club dance instead of streat dance bah~ haha
Today afternoon, went eat lunch with parents at Japanese Kampong, after tat jiu head down to work liao~ back to Aston.. Work with Dar till 4+ then she got to go liao~ then as for the poor me, needa work till 10+ bah...
Today is sunday then got alot customers de~ so very busy and sianz bah~ haix..
so now after shower, lai blog awhile then see later can sleep at wat time bah ^^
in the end, got myself a job at Aston, which is at Tampines blk 829 bah~ hmmmm.. request to be there caz wanna be with Dar...
Although after transfering over, had some quarrel with dar, During workin, had some unhappiness with dar
but i'm still glad tat i'll be able to be with her bah~ arbo, now she's like busy with work, school~ and now even talk on fone also no time =( haix
Hmmm.. i've being working with her for 3days le bah~ everyday seems to have something happened between us~ It's either she's easily offended or i really did it over the line bah
everything can be easily settled, if each of us willing to step 1steps back~ and everything will be fine..
Then as for today, today after her choir, we met up.. Took train to City Hall cause was like trying to enquire on something~ but before tat, we had Aunty Anne + Pepper Lunch
After lunch, then went shopping around, times up! It's like 5+ then we walk to Bugis then took bus12 straight back to her house~ which took less than 1hr bah~
When i'm on the way home, somehow, think she got mad again bah.. Haix.. she's the 1 saying tat she doesnt like to talk bout the past..but yet,
HAIX~ why everytime she what also can, while i what also cannot? Does this proves tat i really need her more than she needs me mah ?
~* Needle in a haystack *~
