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Wednesday, July 1, 2009
2:35 AM

~* Counting towards 10th July *~


Still got like around 9 day to 10th July..

yet, Jiayi just cant let me peacefully spend my remaining days or even time with her.. Seems to her tat it's kinda long.. but~ to me.. Now then i realised that i've left 9days..

after this 9days,
i cant Hong her so frequently anymore..
i cant play with her so frequently anymore..
i cant joke with her her so frequently anymore..
i cant spend much time with her anymore..

Do she even know ?
Or maybe she doesnt need anymore?

i'm not sure.. But after what happened today.. no one will know wat's future head of us..

As she mentioned in her blog, she wun be meeting me as she thinks it's not important.. then i wonder when will it be important ? After the 9days ? or eventually she just wun be free?

Haix.. whenever i think of it~ my tears jus wanna roll out.. Maybe, this is wat they meant by :
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died
too early on this earth.


Maybe my case, it's not death yet.. but.. it's still 3weeks or even more being alone =(

Everytime you see me what do u see?
i feel like im a poor man and you're the queen
oh baby, you're the only thing that i really need
baby thats why...


Once, we had an agreement whereby i've to stop maple.. and i'm here can tell u tat i'm not into Maple anymore.. but how bout u?

I'mAccidentallyLost


2:12 AM

~* Unable to get to sleep *~



Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Haix.. This whole afternoon, i were unable to recieve any sms since 12:30.. till around 11+ when i came home, i then realised bout it.. after i restart my fone.. then tons of sms starts to appear~

And for all i know, they're from my sis, my mum , dar and my couins.. And for some bloody reason, NONE of them even realised tat i actually didnt recieve any of their sms.. I got so mad.. with them, with myself, with my fone =.="

i locked myself in my room.. cried out loud.. Scream and shout.. I then realised how lost i am~

Last night, caz i've told Hui and my sis something bout me + jiayi's past.. so how, she got angry caz she dun like me to share bout bah.. Then as 1st, she's angry and mentioned tat she wanna off fone.. But then , she also mentioned tat she'll not be playin badminton with us instead, goin to be watching Transformer with her friends.. and caz of this, i eventually got mad.

Today, afternoon.. i sms JiaYi, hoping tat she'll at least give me a reply or wat.. but then, i didnt recieve any.. so i assume.. she's just angry as usual.. whenever she's mad with me or wat, she'll not sms me =.="

and somehow,after the whole day.. i went back home read her facebook and blog.. somehow, it just happen..............

Then i was like Msn-ing Hui, askin her why didnt reply my sms.. then she replied tat she had replied le.. then i realised my fones is having problem =( Haix..

sent around 10sms to Jiayi.. but didnt get any replies..
tried calling her tiwce.. but she just cancel my calls..

Haix.. hope tat she's sleeping bah.. then hope tat tmr she'll be replying bah.. i dunno =(

I'm sorry

But.. i'm totally disappointed with you

I'mAccidentallyLost


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Name : Wei Yuan
[x]Call me : Ah Yuan
[x]Breathe in my 1st air on :
[o]1st September 1989
[x]Rotting around : Bedok
[x]Still alive on:
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WEAKNESS

[x]Styling my hair
[x]Telling jokes
[x]Colouring a picture
[x]Laziness
[x]Consoling people bah


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[x]New Fone (N95)
[o]Got a N96 instead

[x]PlayStation Portable
[x]All Games
[x]Good Results
[x]Grow Fatter Xp
[x]The Complete Seed
[x]TattyBears


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[x] Bicycle the black deck
[x] Bicycle the yellow deck
[x] Bicycle the red deck
[x] Bicycle The Green Deck
[x] Bicycle the Ice Blue deck
[x] Bicycle the Purple deck
[x] Bicycle tiger mini deck
[x] Bicycle tatical field deck
[x] Black And Silver Bicycle Deck
[x] Bicycle orange deck
[x] Bicycle green deck
[x] Crooked Playing Card
[x] Square Deal Deck
[x] Berry bicycle deck (purple)
[x] Lavender bicycle deck (purple cards)deck
[x] Vintage series 1800 playing cards
[x] Mickey Mouse Keepsake Tin Set
[x] Premium* GOLD & SILVER Bicycle Prestige Poker Set
[x] Bicycle Tragic Royalty Deck
[x] Faded bicycle deck
[x] Bicycle Very Limited Edition Multicolor deck
[x] Bicycle bungalow playing cards
[x] bee jumbo index Deck
[x] Stainless Steel Deck deck





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