Forbidden Block

Counting towards 10th July

2009-07-01T02:35:00.002+08:00

Still got like around 9 day to 10th July..

yet, Jiayi just cant let me peacefully spend my remaining days or even time with her.. Seems to her tat it's kinda long.. but~ to me.. Now then i realised that i've left 9days..

after this 9days,
i cant Hong her so frequently anymore..
i cant play with her so frequently anymore..
i cant joke with her her so frequently anymore..
i cant spend much time with her anymore..

Do she even know ?
Or maybe she doesnt need anymore?

i'm not sure.. But after what happened today.. no one will know wat's future head of us..

As she mentioned in her blog, she wun be meeting me as she thinks it's not important.. then i wonder when will it be important ? After the 9days ? or eventually she just wun be free?

Haix.. whenever i think of it~ my tears jus wanna roll out.. Maybe, this is wat they meant by :
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died
too early on this earth.

Maybe my case, it's not death yet.. but.. it's still 3weeks or even more being alone =(

Everytime you see me what do u see?
i feel like im a poor man and you're the queen
oh baby, you're the only thing that i really need
baby thats why...

Once, we had an agreement whereby i've to stop maple.. and i'm here can tell u tat i'm not into Maple anymore.. but how bout u?

Unable to get to sleep

2009-07-01T02:12:00.003+08:00

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Haix.. This whole afternoon, i were unable to recieve any sms since 12:30.. till around 11+ when i came home, i then realised bout it.. after i restart my fone.. then tons of sms starts to appear~

And for all i know, they're from my sis, my mum , dar and my couins.. And for some bloody reason, NONE of them even realised tat i actually didnt recieve any of their sms.. I got so mad.. with them, with myself, with my fone =.="

i locked myself in my room.. cried out loud.. Scream and shout.. I then realised how lost i am~

Last night, caz i've told Hui and my sis something bout me + jiayi's past.. so how, she got angry caz she dun like me to share bout bah.. Then as 1st, she's angry and mentioned tat she wanna off fone.. But then , she also mentioned tat she'll not be playin badminton with us instead, goin to be watching Transformer with her friends.. and caz of this, i eventually got mad.

Today, afternoon.. i sms JiaYi, hoping tat she'll at least give me a reply or wat.. but then, i didnt recieve any.. so i assume.. she's just angry as usual.. whenever she's mad with me or wat, she'll not sms me =.="

and somehow,after the whole day.. i went back home read her facebook and blog.. somehow, it just happen..............

Then i was like Msn-ing Hui, askin her why didnt reply my sms.. then she replied tat she had replied le.. then i realised my fones is having problem =( Haix..

sent around 10sms to Jiayi.. but didnt get any replies..
tried calling her tiwce.. but she just cancel my calls..

Haix.. hope tat she's sleeping bah.. then hope tat tmr she'll be replying bah.. i dunno =(

I'm sorry

But.. i'm totally disappointed with you

Humans!

2009-04-17T16:17:00.002+08:00

Bleh~ yesterday was the last CAAS paper~ then was like after the papaer, went to Seng Kang to play Basketball with my polu de friends~ the weather was cloudy with a few drizzling~

i dunno why, i'll still get sunburn although there's no strong sun XD

then somehow, caz of the rain, i got sick.. Haix..

then ask for today morning, walk to Bedok swimmin complex went for a swim. Roughly less than an hour bah~ jiu go le.. Went to Long John Silver to have my breakfast

In the afternoon, Jia Yi was supposed to meet me de.. but for some attitude problem, she didnt.. Instead, she called me to check if i'm even lying to her bout my illness =.=

so somehow, in the end, she bought porridge + herbal tea for me with a newspaper. She left them outside my house then went home liao

Anyway, Thank you for your effort of buyin me lunch and send it to my house bah ^^

A picture shows a thousand words

2009-04-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

came home from Han's Chalet

2009-03-25T11:11:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. should be just counted as just came home from Han's chalet bah.. this time, it's pureply we 5 stayin over night..

on the 2nd day, we stay breakfast then jiu went to play bowling. It was rather cheap, $1.50 per game.. so kinda worth it bah.. so spend $10.20 there include rental of shoes

then after tat keep playin mahjong thru out de f3

think 24th it's boss GF's de birthday bah.. then they asked her over.. jiu bought a cake for her.. then cut cake at ard 9+ bah.. after tat jiu slack awhile jiu sent her home.. then i start sleeping liao XD

this chalet was rather fun bah.. To me, i felt it's rather long too bah.. at least.. maybe time slower down bah =D

What is your True Fear

2009-03-25T11:06:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Looked down on
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Seems that my True fear is Disappointment apart from the rest of the results bah XD

it's being too long tat i've forgotten

2009-03-21T23:33:00.002+08:00

It's being quite long since i've updated my blog.

Tat time, i've decide to stop blogging cause i felt tat my life is rather boring and nothing much to write about me.

Haix.. this time, i've somehow returned back to Maple, caz Jia Yi said tat she wanna play back. so i've played day and night for this account. Created on Wenesday 8pm. And the current level is level 55. It's the effort of Jia Yi , Yang (Her brother) and me.

As for the reason why i wanna start typing, it's jus to write something i felt about " Little things u've done"

Little things u've done

It might be things u've done willingly and does not hope for any repay
It might be things u've done in order to achieve something

small things u've done towards another person.

The impact might be a positive 1, might be a negative

but this little things that was done, to u, may not represent anything or had any significant. But that might not be the case for the others.

I just hope that all the positive points could be remembered and i should just purely try to avoid those negative points.

i love you (:

2009-01-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

Barbie Girl - Aqua

Needle in a haystack

2008-11-15T21:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, after my school , after my driving, i met boss to go for the Victoria Concrt Hall to see Jia Yi's choir performance~

Hmmm.. after our dinner we slowly find our way there~ then before entering, Boss saw his GF's sister.. then we jiu enter to see le~

Total got 27 songs on the list~ then was like in between there's Intermission, but she didnt come find me caz she cant locate me bah~ haha! It's okkies~ afterall, she didnt wear her spects.. so i'm not trying to blame anything ^^ As for me, i've spotted her~ but does not dare to approach her~ caz i'm worried tat she doesnt like it bah...

Hmmm.. so end with her dad fetch her home, my dad fetch us home..

Then as for today, we went to watch Movie : Madagascar 2 at Orchard Cathy..

we bought 2 Donuts each to watch during the show.. it's kinda a great show bah.. after the start, it also mention something bout Madagascar 1 to make it both linked bah =D so the same old type of family theme, with friendships and some jokes in it bah ^^

After the movie, went hong kong cafe to eat our high tea, managed to order her Mango Icecream.. but we still unable to complete it bah XD haha~ then after tat, head down to Plaza Sing to walk walk bah.. but in-between, she saw her cousin XD lmao~ then at Plaza Sing, spent total of $18 trying to catch soft toy XD then managed to get 1 niah =X

after tat jiu send her home le bah.. i dunno why~ but why my story doesnt seems to be ending with Happily Ever After de ? =(

i hate my mouth

2008-11-12T01:32:00.007+08:00

The shaggy dog

it's bout a father turn into a dog after some event bah.. thru the eyes of a dog, he managed to see wat's goin on with his family members which he didnt had time to spend with..

This 1 reason why i how tat such fantasy will happen in real life, happen to me.. caz i really wanna know wat's my surrounding will be like, caz in true fact, not everything will be told as everyone will has it own secret and a part of them tat doesnt wish to be reviewed..

Bout my relationship,
I was the 1 tat declare this break out~ but yet, i'm the 1 unwilling to let go of this relationship..

I claimed tat i'm tired caz i dun like the coldness she treats me, haix... maybe i'm juz an insecure person bah.. i was havin all the 1way thoughts like i wan her to be caring towards me.. yet, maybe, i didnt do the same to her o.o I'm not sure~

but, there's part of me, wanting her to be with me.. maybe this feeling will be temporary, maybe it will last long and maybe forever, i'm not sure..

sometimes, i really had no idea why we'll quarrel, yet, she also doesnt wish to leak out anything.. i'm a blur and stupid person =(

it's useless to cry over spilled milk, but there's always a way to clean up the mess and get back the same milk... it's just if u're willing to put in effort nor..

I dunno why i'm so persistant in this relationship

But to me, u're jus too special

Out of the 3, u're the 1st

I love you

Tu Ran Lei Le

2008-11-09T23:13:00.005+08:00

after being together for 15months+ ,
after such a long run,
after all the rollar coast rides,
after all the high tides low tides,
after all the thick and thin,
after all the happiness and sorrow,
after all the fun and quarrel,

think today shall be the official day i've broke up with Her le bah..Haix~ sometimes, i really dunno why she'll have her anger remain for so long..

she tends to tell me tat she forgets the reason of being angry, yet she will still be angry with me..

Jokin around doesnt seems fun either, as both of us, will joke till both of us get mad.. haix

Everything it's my fault bah..
i dun mind being the 1st to apologise, all i wan was a good relationship with her..

Maybe to her, this may seems to be a game bah?
I'm not sure..

But does girls wan guys to apologise to them to prove tat they are imprerial?
i'm not sure either

Nothing last long,
water will evaporate 1day
fire will burnt out 1day
battery will flat 1day
life will end 1day

so does, my realionship

Think no matter wat,
a portion in my heart will still like her, care for her, concern bout her

Wish her best! Take care ^^ Thank you for all your time and effort tat u've put in this relationship and with me bah~ Thank =(

我只是突然累了

As u've said, All good things come to an end

another day of work

2008-11-09T22:47:00.003+08:00

Make It Happen

It's once again another show bout dancing, hmmmm.. I personally thinks tat this movie is not as get as the previous like Step Up.. Maybe caz it's a Club dance instead of streat dance bah~ haha

Today afternoon, went eat lunch with parents at Japanese Kampong, after tat jiu head down to work liao~ back to Aston.. Work with Dar till 4+ then she got to go liao~ then as for the poor me, needa work till 10+ bah...

Today is sunday then got alot customers de~ so very busy and sianz bah~ haix..

so now after shower, lai blog awhile then see later can sleep at wat time bah ^^

I've mentioned it
short and simple

November

2008-11-08T22:52:00.003+08:00

so fast, and it's November le~

in the end, got myself a job at Aston, which is at Tampines blk 829 bah~ hmmmm.. request to be there caz wanna be with Dar...

Although after transfering over, had some quarrel with dar,
During workin, had some unhappiness with dar

but i'm still glad tat i'll be able to be with her bah~ arbo, now she's like busy with work, school~ and now even talk on fone also no time =( haix

Hmmm.. i've being working with her for 3days le bah~ everyday seems to have something happened between us~ It's either she's easily offended or i really did it over the line bah

everything can be easily settled, if each of us willing to step 1steps back~ and everything will be fine..

Then as for today, today after her choir, we met up.. Took train to City Hall cause was like trying to enquire on something~ but before tat, we had Aunty Anne + Pepper Lunch

After lunch, then went shopping around, times up! It's like 5+ then we walk to Bugis then took bus12 straight back to her house~ which took less than 1hr bah~

When i'm on the way home, somehow, think she got mad again bah.. Haix.. she's the 1 saying tat she doesnt like to talk bout the past..but yet,

HAIX~
why everytime she what also can, while i what also cannot?
Does this proves tat i really need her more than she needs me mah ?

I really dunno.. i'm totally Mute and LOST =(

Shall i ?

i'm left with no words

2008-10-31T23:49:00.002+08:00

today just pure schooling, but something special today is tat after school , i'll be meeting Jia Yi for lunch~ followed by sending her to her 1st day work then i go Bedok for mine..

in the end, didnt eat lunch.. but send her there rather early, then sat for awhile longer, then jiu left le.. caz my workin time will start from 2pm.. when i reach Bedok, then manager there told me tat he didnt recieve any message tat i'll be coming over today and he ask me to report tmr.. but i've told him bout i wanna transfer to Tampines de outlet which will be same as Jia YI, then he told me tat he'll give me a call in the night

so after there, i went back to Tampines outlet just sit there and play my PSP bah.. when She finally have some spare time to go out buy water, we met up then she asked me to go home 1st..

so went home, awhile later, han jiu ask me + fang to dota.. while fang ask if anyone wanna go out eat dinner nor... then i suggest the Aston restaurant where Dar work..

In the end, went there to meet Fang for dinner, after tat, he took us to his house nearby, teach me how to reverse the car XD haha.. after tat jiu fetch me home liao

reached home jiu talk to sis, till ard 11 bah.. caz there helping her to do some research bout Visual Radio

Haix.. now she returned home, dar is angry with me caz i went there for dinner.. She didnt take my order, didnt serve me, i didnt call her , i juz went for dinner =.="

even stated in her blog tat she hate me =( haix..

An Oath, a promise

2008-10-28T01:19:00.001+08:00

A Leopard doesnt change it's spots

2008-10-27T18:46:00.002+08:00

Was watching Flinstone on channel 5 when we're in the hotal
although it's the human act de~ but i still find the Dino cute bah.. Then the show is 0bout flinstone lost both Money and his GF in las Vasgas.. then the show ended with flinstone finally apologised and proposed saying tat he's unable to provide Diamond ring~ he's unable to drive sport car~ but told wilma tat he could give her happiness

Then during lunch time, we left the hotel and went back home after Burgerking..

after i've reached home, i played with my PSP then went to sleep le bah.. now like my back aching sia~ maybe it's caz yesterday nite didnt sleep well =( Think i'll gonna be ill le

2days of holiday left... Home Alone!

Everything started caz of chocolates :'(

Meaningless life

2008-10-26T22:20:00.003+08:00

Haix.. I've realised from the morning that everything is so meaningless without JiaYi =( caz no matter wat i'm unhappy with, happy with, i've no 1 to share with me anymore!

and today is the 1st day~ yet both kind of situation happened today~ haix...

unhappy in the morning caz i'm so worried tat i'm unable to find to result slip from my secondary school.. then maybe wat's i'm currently happy about is tat now i'm at a 54th storey Swissotel. It's all thanks to han and family bah ^^ thank you

Hmmmm.. then i've realised tat :

JiaYi and her brother often quarrell, have fun, fight and did alot of other stuff

as for me and my sister, we also did almost something similar, like quarrel, have fun , fight and other stupid things..

But.. The big difference between this 2 siblings is tat although me + Jia Yi dun mind being in a relationship like this~ whereby, we 2 will quarrell, have fun , fight and other stuff~ BUT...

ME AND JIAYI is a BGF relationship~ whereby there'sa a chance of us to break up.. where by the sibling relationship, no matter how's the situatuion, Sister-Brother will never break off~

seems to me tat~ this time JiaYi seems to be very serious~ there's immediate changes in her blog.. This and Tat bah~ haix..

Watever, the case, i dun wish to end this relationship just like this bah~ I love her very much =(

sign off,
Swisssotel, Yuan

Newton's Law

2008-10-25T20:29:00.004+08:00

i love to use this law as my example XD haha~ caz afterall, it's factual~

Newton's Law : What goes up, will always come down~

same goes for a rollar coaster ride~ same goes for a relationship..

after so many Hiccups in this my relationship~ in the end, i've still lost to Gravity~ Haix..

Today she got her choir in some other school~ then was like we'll be meeting after her choir bah.. so i had my lunch with my parents then head down to meet her which was around 2pm le bah

at 1st was deciding to go Far East for a Pastamanic interview de~ then from her house, we've decided to take bus9 to East Point followed by bus5. But caz she havent taken anything yet, she wanna go Old Chang Kee to buy something to eat, then caz of this, i've decided not to travel till far east.. caz afterall, she needa reach Eunos by 7+

so after she bought her food~ then when walk around whereby she've finally decided on the location to have her lunch bah.. a Japanese Store. while she was eating~ then i've started a conversation bout her Combine school choir performance.. as i'm curious bout some questions~ she juz choose not to answer be and think her flame happened to store there bah

after her lunch~ we went NTUC wanna buy water de~ then she said tat she wanna buy chocolate~ then start choosing alot of chocolates~ then i tot she was joking as she had choosen like 5 different brands of chocolates.. then when she pass me 1 , i put back 1.. when she turned to look at me, my hands are empty.. then she got mad and suddenly disappeared =( haix.. seems to me tat it's true tat she wanna them~ so i collect them back and tried to find her.. Haix.. i juz dun like the feeling of being abandon suddenly~ i mean like, who like tat kind of feeling sia~

after tat~ in the end, didnt bought anything then she juz left there angrily then bought her to bus-stop. caz i dun wanna to see her mute and grumpy face .. soon i got fed up~ then was like she told me tat if i wanna go, i can go back 1st.. but to me, it's impossible for me to leave her alone de mah~ haix.. i'm juz plain worried bout her =(

after tat, she've decided to go 7-eleven to buy water so i followed.. at least after there~ she managed to get back herself and bring back the smile bah.. my feeling was like so happy and i pull her hand, think she almost fell. Think i've apologised, but i was really happy back then, as she's no longer angry with me =(

so decided to follow the MRT track to Expo. Seems like once again~ somewhere in the middle, she got mad with me again when she tell me tat she wanna drink some water. then i was like poured some water on her head.. She got so fustrated and didnt talk to me anymore.. sobsob :'( i was juz joking and playing ard yet she treat it so seriously~ it's all my fault =(

then was like i've decided to walk to expo and leave her alone.. but at the traffic light, i saw 4 guys walkin towards her direction, then once again~ i'm worried bout her safety and decided to walk back to her bah~

after all the PorPorMaMa, we've did walked to expo and see see look look while i get to drink my orange julias but all was juz mutes and she tagging along behind me..

after everything, sent her to eunos~ tot tat everything will be resolved but i was wrong... this is where the real pain starts :'(

I'm willing to give up everything juz for her smile...
i dun like her giving me Mute + grumpy face

yet~ To her, I'm a stingy and pretty person
she feels tat i've taken piority on MONEY more than her~ caz i've told her tat this month i'm broke and had took IOUs from mum...

Haha~ but her current reactions had given me a final answer~ I'm having the same treatment as HIM

Incomplete life

2008-10-22T22:26:00.003+08:00

Haix.. for some reason~ dar say she wun be blogging le =( stupid de~

Today went airport for both my CAAS test paper.. 1st paper was juz purely blur blur de enter.. then when i came out, my friend tell me it's easy as it's mostly came out from the notes teacher had gave.. i was like so stun.. why my surrounding friends didnt share them with me sia =.=" Haix.. totally disappointed... After the 1st paper, went to eat.. then start reading their notes for the 2nd paper bah.. this time round, at least i'm more prepared.. i came out 20mins after the paper commence XD

after tat went to Tampines to meet dar~ as we will be heading down to Katong area to look for a restaurant, Astons. Both of us went there for an interview for the part time job. haix~ after we wrote the form.. then waited ard 1hr for someone to come interview sia~ totally sianz =.=" Half-way thru~ while we were like talking~ then dar mentioned tat she doesnt wan me to send her home.. then i stare at her~ in the end, she like this angry with me sia~ then mute all the way, then i'm like start getting sleepy sia =S

Finally after the interview, we went to eat Katong laksa, then she bought some muffins then we took bus12 home le

juz now after i've came home, i went bath jiu start Dota.. then dar called me, as she wan me to focus in my game, then hang up the fone~

then when she's about to sleep tat time, she called me again.. but i was still in game.. in the end, think she's also rather fed up bah..

then was like, i told her tat i've stop dota-ing for quite sometime le, yet she shoot me back tat i've juz played yesterday.. Haix.. i really stopped for quite sometimes and yesterday start playing back mah =(

by right, she should be sleeping le bah..seems like i've something wanna ask her leh XD haha~ its alright bah.. ask her tmr ^^

As for me, i think after her Monotony stop spinning, wo jiu go sleep le bah.. tmr gonna be having lesson again~

i love you very much
Dun angry le lar =(

2008-10-22T00:26:00.001+08:00

'Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching.'

Question

2008-10-20T22:28:00.004+08:00

I'm juz curious~ is it tat all those short term memory personal tends to be rather short temper too ?

lmao~ but seems to be so for my case.. i have to admit tat i'm very petty.. but i've simple and short term memory

i dun mind having short attitudes~ at least, i'll tends to forgive and forget easily..

But everyone is different.. and so is my Dar~

She seems to me that she could quite forgetfull, but her anger will still remains there~ Haix..

I've a really bad habit of using different kinds of words, which might includes words tat will hurt someone, words tat could have several meanings in it...
i know it myself.. i know of my this bad habit.. That's 1 reason tat i dun really like talking to people

i know this will tend to hurt others and break their hearts.. or even lose a friend and maybe even my special Her~ but..

i dunno~ i only know tat there's a phrase or wat which means :
words can be an piece of art, but words can also be a diedly weapon

something like this bah~ if i remembered correctly, this is not the 1st time i've mentioned about my this bad habit of mine..

I hate it!

But, it's somehow in me... and i'm sorry if i've hurt u deeply~

A downfall

2008-10-19T11:45:00.003+08:00

haix.. today finally took out all my courage to ask dar if she's willing to marry me in AuditionSea..

but eventually i'm rejected =(

after everything we had being thru, after all the times we had spent together.. i'm just and still a nobody to her~

i wonder~ if it's cause of other reasons or juz tat she felt tat i'm not the right guy for the right person..

i've put in everything i got.. but this the result i got =( Haix~

Nvm~ although she had rejected me.. but life will still needa go on~

who tell me to be me~ haix.

Everything easy come easy go

Face it!

money = water ?

2008-10-18T20:36:00.005+08:00

Heard of anything phrase like : Use money like water ?

haha~ i do heard before.. and today, i eventually do it again XD

see this 2 MehMeh~ i got it from Suntec's arcade =X lmao~ spend a more than $80 bah.. and it's shared among both of us

Before the arcade, we went Swizzler for our brunch buffet XD we 2 are rather noob~ only like drink 1 soup + 1 salad jiu full le~ lmao.. but in the end, we still share a main course + half bowl of mushroom soup each

after arcade, went to Pasir Ris for neoprint again ^^
Haix.. wanna scan de~ but scanner not workin =.="
wanna use handfone take foto de~ but hand not stable =.="
In the end, it's empty again~ bleh.. next time ask dar for help bah XD haha

so went to Downtown trying to find jobs~ then was like sushi requires 16 and above, went to this Fish n Co Express.. 15 and above de~ but after we submit the form~ the people ask me to go to other restuarant instead~ then to me, it doesnt serve any purpose le bah~ caz if i wanna work, i wanna work with dar =(

so went back home without applying any jobs once again

Haha~ if Money is really like water~

how i hope~ we'll somehow allow the money to evaporate~ then when the clouds are filled with $$ then yeah baby! It's rainging MoNeY le ^^v

Muhahahahah~ I'm jus dreamin niah XD

Curious

2008-10-16T20:15:00.003+08:00

Today, raining day, a bad day

morning, Had my driving lesson for 1hr, from 9am - 10am.. At around 8:25am, met my mum under my blk. she there asking me.. why i so late still haven go over.. i tot the distance is kinda near.. so able to reach in time.. so i juz wave my hand and walk across the bridge. After like 5mins, she called me again, telling me tat my father is ready and can fetch me there..

Afternoon, 1:30pm, Left home and it's raining. I return and get an umbrella.. went down bought bubble tea.. then decided tat i should get more umbrella incase dar's friend / brother need it. so ask aunty to keep the bubble tea 1st.. went home, took my bag, throw 3 more umbrella in then left to collect bubble tea~ then slowly walk over to meet dar.

In the end, there are 2 unused umbrella.. haha~ so went to the dunno wat restaurant to eat our lunch.. It's at Ehub again~ the food kinda okkies bah~ but dar thinks tat goin Jack's Place will be more worthy it bah..

was hoping to get ourselves a part time job.. but seems not easy at all =S lolx~

sent dar home.. but then , was seen by her mum when we're at the fitness corner.. haix.. then dar started to worry alot =( then she went home 1st.. while her brother and i went to Mac to buy sundae bah.. talked on the way.. trying to get some ways of answering their mum bah..

seems like, in the end, her mum reaction is like "Dun go out with me alone" anymore? or wat bah..

haix.. and caz of this happening, we seems to be quarrelling once again.. i dun understand why we'll keep doin this over and over again.. it's either i dun bother~ or she dun bother.. i dunno ...

afterall, i will always be me, while she will always be her
i'll never know wat she had being thru
and she will never know wat i've being thru

This is wat i felt

tat's why i choose to let her know wat i've done or being thru but it seems to be only a 1-way street

i've given up

2008-10-15T22:03:00.002+08:00

Maybe.. after everything tat's happening.. i'm not suitable for the job..

A total lost world..
she've given up her guardian angel just for me.. i always thought tat i'll be able to be her touch, guide her through the dark.. making everything easy for her.. but, today.. i've totally lost..completely lost to the darkness..

or maybe, i'm not tat bright in the 1st place.. juz tat she dun mind with a dimmer light..Haix... i dunno

i dun understand wat's the difference between Envy and Jealous.. but i've decided to give in everything.. juz for her to be able to see light thru the dark tunnel.. i've given up on myself and asked her to get her guardian angel back instead..

i'm not fit for this job..

it jus goes off~

Choices.. Did u make th correct choice?

Invisble

2008-10-15T21:07:00.004+08:00

Today whole day i was like an invisible man~ without anyone noticing

FANG OFF

Why am i so stupid?

2008-10-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

I then realised tat i've made a terrible mistake today.. all i did was rushing dar without sparing any thoughts for u =(

I'm sorry

Haix.. i didnt know tat her result had given her so much pressured.. i've tried my best.. but we know tat i didnt put in much effort.. and i'm so disappointed with myself..

come to think of it~ today's meeting, dar juz need a shoulder and maybe a listening ear.. but i didnt lend her one nor give her enough time.. but yet, i was there rushing her through as i'm supposed to meet Hui they all by 6pm. Haix.. i'm such a failure!

maybe this is the reason, and tat's the cause.. and maybe effect might soon take place.. i'm not sure~ but i dun wish that it will happen =(

i've tried encouraging her, but my words doesnt seems convinving at all.. i've no confident at all.. how could i express it well to her..

So in the end, reached there ard 6:30pm.. ate tat Waraku, some japanese pasta.. but i was quite full, so got myself 1 Coffee Float, it's not so wonderful at all.. caz the coffee is not even sweet =(

Lala

2008-10-14T09:37:00.003+08:00

Remember wat time did we end our Ah Kun today morning ?

see this :
Breaking News

Haha~ almost 5bowls of curry chickens XD

Lunch Buffet

2008-10-14T00:39:00.003+08:00

After 2weeks of waiting~ we've finally able to come to this Geek Terminal to try out this Salad Bar Buffet which cost 15.90++ each.. the lightning seems to be quite romantic~ but to me.. i'm suffering =( Maybe it's caz earlier i've ate a cold relief panadol.. then caz me to be having headache + feel like vomiting sia

half way thru the meal, Han came to say Hi as he was workin around that area. Haha~ then i ask Jia Yi, call ShuShu~ hehe~ she juz blur blur de call sia XD when we return to our table, she then ask me who was tat XD

after tat she came over.. Thank you dardar~ for this 1st and the last time request from me.. i shall juz keep it as a last time bah ^^

At 1st, was wanting to come over for spring cleaning de~ but i really dun feel very well =( in the end, whole day was juz sleeping~ i'm so weak !!

when sending her home tat time, i also felt asleep on bus.. haix~ think today's rain make me sick! but i seems to be free from fever o.o

after tat head down to Fang's house to wait for Han, dar called me.. haix then i somehow made her angry again.. dun wanna let her have the thinking tat caz my friends, then i will PS her~ so told her i wun be meeting them le bah~ after some tots, haix.. ji tao left Fang's house prepare to head home liao~ then she ask me to go back

Kevin from Han's house called me, tell me Han's car break down.. can go home liao~ i ji tao almost burst into tears~ haix..

3rd time, at Airport T3, after i out from toilet, they still deciding if wanna eat Ah Kun as planned in the morning caz eng ate 4pieces of bread in the afternoon liao~
this time round, somehow dunno why, kevin say something like ah ya, Yuan can go home liao.. i ji tao take the lift to 2nd floor~ then walked all the way to MRT station.. before i enter the gate, kevin called me and ask where am i~ i say i'm taking train home.. then the end, say was joking around all those, then in the end, still eat Ah kun then came home now bah

Haix..
i'm so childish, i'm so weak, i'm so girly, I'm a crybaby!

I've forgotten how to cry, but my heart is bleeding

More than words

2008-10-12T21:16:00.007+08:00

Han's Birthday cake cutting, Sunday 5th OCT, 1am+

Sentosa Trip ( Siloso Beach + One Degree 15 Club)
Saturday 11th Oct, Postpone trip as last week raining

My 15months with my love

*Above picture, forcus on the Bird niah, haha*

We met up ard 1+ at under her block.. she've decided to go out with me XD haha~ so her decision is " Pasir Ris". So we head down there~ shop ard at White Sand.. went arcade.. Haha~ somehow managed to get dar play House of the Dead 4 with me ^^ Thank you

so after tat, went shop for her earrings~ found some 2 lollipops pattern de + 1 angel ^^ haha~ then after tat was supposed to meet her bro for cycling de~ but in the end, his bro mai come le~ so we went to Downtown East there, retn bicycle for 1 hr.. then from there, cycle to Pasir Ris Park~ the big playground changed alot le bah.. hmmm so here's my dar, came from from a slide tat's link to the "SpiderWeb"

After returning our bicycles, we went buy some drinks and went to some rock to have a rest there~ and heres the girl Xp haha~ i wun be removin those pictures bah ^^v hehe~

Thank you dardar for pei-ing me 15months le~ and the time tat u've surifices for me

2pictures are deleted upon request =.="

Friends and dar~ they're still relationships~ i'll treasure them

*pictures show MORE THAN WORDS*

15months le !!!

2008-10-12T02:07:00.002+08:00

Muhahaha~ today : 12 of Oct.. tat marks me + Jia Yi's 15months of being together =D

hmmm.. although we did quarrel all those.. but think it'll still counted as a full 15months bah XD haha~

Juz hang up the fone with dar, then had kinda new information bout the past.. wow~ u never know unless u were told =X

Life is so mysterious =D

today mornin ard 10am~ meet Han and gourp at Parkway de mac for breakfast then head to the NTUC there~ to submit the forms for Big Walk which will be on 2nd Nov

after tat, we walked to Katong to take bus10 to Sentosa.. saw Curly on board liao~ so went Siloso beach together~ after 1hr+ bah~ was drizzling, so decided to head over to Curyl's club, One Degree 15 .

at there swimmin niah~ then took some pictures over there~ then ard 5+ left there head down to Hougang for Eugene's BBQ bah

hmmm.. so reached kinda on time bah XD so waited awhile longer jiu go have the BBQ session.. it's sort of his secondary friend celebrating belated for him bah.. i also dunno any of ther de~ juz Teng and Clar bah..

took kinda long to start the charcoal~ Concluded: NTUC de charcoal is lousy de!!
managed to eat something from there bah =D so left there took 87 home..

on my way home, me + dar had some conversion.. which in the end, her having bad mood =( so i went bath.. but luckily ^^ i sms her and she did reply me with wat's goin on in her head~ after tat somehow settled le bah =D

hao hao ji siao me with a super sianz de sms, i'm really damn fed up...

Lala~ she called and everything hao liao.. i'm not that petty de hor XD haha

it's so enjoyable with u around me

SMS
happy
lovely
sweet
good
hmmmm...
crazy
angry
sad
petty
jealous

this is our relationship!!!!!!
we're not having jus a plain ,simple and pure relationship XD

I'm so bored

2008-10-10T16:54:00.002+08:00

Haix~ today whole day sitting on my sofa.. using the com~ nothin was accomplish~ Boring

i'm so bored tat i wanna cry~ haix.. jus suddenly felt so sick =(

today, dar's plannin was to meet her grandparents~ tat's why we didnt met up =( but eventually, it's ard 4+ then met up with her grandparents~ haix..

to her, i always little things jiu angry =S haha~ i cant control myself de mah~ but my anger wun last long de~ but hers will =X so i dun really like her to be angry with me XD haha~

so hoping tat she'll be having fun with her grandparents bah

As for tmr, it's saturday..

seems like my life getting messed up! caz tmr so many things is going on and my activites clashed which i dun like =( At 1st everything in my mind will be tat Saturday, me + dar will be goin out to eat buffet de but then Han suddenly tell me tat last week we've made this decision caz the week before, we failed to go there caz of the rain bah~ last week i diam diam de lor =( didnt comment anything~ Bleh~ stupid de!!!

then tot tat dar could follow me go Sentosa~ but she dun wan, caz she felt tat it'll be awkard for her bah~ yesterday on my way home, keep trying to convince her to go de~ but whenever talk bout this topic, her tone will change~ then forget bout it bah =(

as for tmr's nite~ will be goin to Eugene there for his BBQ bah~ haerd is his belated birthday or wat de~ not too sure too =.=" it's at Hougang there.. shall see when i reach there tmr bah

As for dardar's buffet, we set it on Monday.. caz of tat Yong Yuan Chi Bu Fei show~ she's kinda crazy over eating buffet bah XD then hope we'll be able to find the loctaion and the food is suitable for both of us bah =D

Now she's with her grandparents le bah~ wanna sms her but i wan her to spend time with them~ Arbo later, she both also wan... then sms me strange strange de stuff jiu worsten le XD Dardar~ Enjoy yourselves bah ^^

Love you!!

April Fool Joke?

2008-10-10T13:21:00.004+08:00

Wednesday
i've finally had my end of year exam.. haix~ 2MCQ and 2essay questions

dun really plan to pass it wor =X so difficult =S

then also had my driving lesson at 4:30pm~ at least now it seems better le bah XD

after my driving lesson, parents come to fetch me to Vivo and had my dinner over there~ after tat met up with Teng and Clar caz we'll be goin to PowerHouse for clubbing~

My 1st time going to such place wor~ haix~ spend $30 each on a bottle of Martel~ so Expensive sia =.=" $180 for tat bottle! I drink less than 1 cup wor~ not worth it at all

then the so called dance floor~ quite small bah~ then so crowded somemore~ dun really know why people will go such place =X cant really move freely, juz like swing left and right niah =S roughly inside from 10+ till 3+ bah~ then went out, walk to Vivo hoping to buy some water from Cheers or 7-eleven~ but all the stores there not 24hrs de~

so slack outside Vivo and Habourfront shopping center~ till bout 6am finally got the 1st train home XD reached home before 7am~ bathed and tot can manged to go sch for tat revison class de~ but in the end~ eyes lid juz come down and eventually went to sleep liao~

in the afternoon , dardar came over my house after her last paper XD hehe~ then help me took away chicken rice.. then ard 2+++ bah~ dar told me sort of a joke bah~ bleh

after tat sent her home~ lmao~ then sat bus17 with her bro, Yang. caz he meeting his friends at Bedok. while i alight at my house~

Happy Bday Han!!!

2008-10-05T22:09:00.001+08:00

Today's Han Bday~ mornin ate Dim Sum with his family at Katong

Red and white

2008-10-01T21:25:00.001+08:00

Big Big lollipop for all the children in the world

Happy Children Day

Face the music

2008-09-30T00:12:00.004+08:00

Music is part of life~ everywhere u'll be able to hear sound.. it's juz all bout it's beats and rythem.. eventually, it'll form into music~

there's lot of different types of music~ wat i prefer will be those peaceful to my ears bah ^^ like maybe instrumental or those i felt it's rather meaning full bah =D

this 2 songs are my favorite, sang by 杜德伟. I've problem uploading the other song sia =( haix~ So seems to be only got 1 bah~

whenever i'm moody, i'll choose to hear songs.. like walking home with my Ipod or fone =D

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2008-09-29T23:22:00.007+08:00

Wow~ i'm totally blurred~

maybe it's true tat sometimes, it's a good thing to know less information bah~ haix..

to tell the truth~ i'm also not sure wat's going on with me, myself and her~ it seems so far yet so near~

Today ,
went out with him &bro .
Had fun ,
but i guessed , brother didnt suspect us of breaking or what .
Our acting are AWESOME [:

is everything an act ? or it's a sign of improvement made by me alone or both of us? i'm not sure~

maybe it's seems true tat after we've last weekend~ till today, is it true tat i've yet an answer from her~ i'm not sure of it myself too..

haix~ her private blog was opened up, no longer locked~ at the end of the call, she still sms me to inform me tat i could view her blog..

haix.. but after viewing it~ mt heart sinks~ She wrote
Went to bishan , then blahblah ..
At last , after that wen to VIVO .
Brought bags le , then went to the open field .
I guess that both of us are happy after our break .
For what i think [:

Maybe it's never as easy as what i've think~ and i'm not happy at all!

seems to me~ she've still having a dilemma if to forgive me or not~ but currently, are we considered to be together or broke up? I dunno and i'm as uncertain as her blog URL..

Lastly, i thing i would be worried bout her blog being viewed by other people mainly guys =( i dun wan her to be snatched away from me.. Haix~

my previous driving was not as good bah.. mood does affect everything..
i've to start growing up and spare a thought for her instead of myself..
i shouldn't do anything funny within this exam period of hers!

As for my own paper, 8th oct, i've to start to do things bout it le! lookin at it make me sick!! 2stacks of notes are too thick le =( Haix

Fairy Tales or not ?

2008-09-28T22:56:00.007+08:00

In the end, yesterday still managed to go out with her bah.. everytime was caz of her 1 word "promise"

she told me tat she was juz purely keeping her promise bah..
i've spy on her private blog in the morning before i talk to Han + Fang =(

so after waiting from 12:30 to 1:15, finally met up with her at the Bedok MRT... head down to Bishan, took my stuff and went to shop for her bags from Zinc..

sadly, tat shop didnt sell wat she wanna buy, so decided to head down to Vivocity.. on our way there~ she keep sms-ing sia, somemore tell me it's her friend from oversea sms her de =.=" wo jiu ask her why last time when i'm overseas~ why didnt sms me, she ji tao tell me caz it's her friend sms her 1st.. totaly @#$%^&%#@

so went Vivo, manged to get the bags she needa help her cousins buy.. then we went up to the roof~ find a cool spot and rest there bah...

Managed to talk to her nicely bah~ no flaming, no attitude bah.. everything seems to be normal..

BUT~ i ask her, "Are u as crazy as me?"

caz i felt tat at least~ we 2 are really talking and communicating instead of the past few days ^^

Today after went Mushroom pot ate with mum + popo then meet Jia yi + her brother~
went bugis ate appl strutel.. haha

went Arcade~ starbucks~ swensons~

hehe.. whenever there's her~ there will sure be fun ! ^^v

time to sleep le bah~ Nitenite~

I was glad to know tat i'm not alone

2008-09-27T03:44:00.002+08:00

Thank you Han + Fang~

at 1st after i came back online~ i cant get back to sleep.. Han saw me online and asked if i wanna Dota nor~ but i tell him bout my stuff.. everything seems to be lighten off..

so it's true tat everyone needa a listening ear~ Caz of them.. we've being talkin since 2+ till now bah... Haha~ main topic~ mostly bout me..

Thankz for all the suggestions tat u 2 had provided to me bah~

Jia Yi, i really dun wanna and cant afford to lose you

Happy Belated Birthday

2008-09-27T01:09:00.003+08:00

Haha~ Yesterday 26th was Cheryl's Birthday~ Hmmm.. left her an offline message at MSN didnt know she'll recieve it nor~

Happy Birthday ^^
May all your wishes come true bah.. Take cares

She's not the only 1 celebrating Bday today~ there's this poly friend : Eugene.. He's Birthday too~ we head down to Tampines de Fish and Co. to have our lunch~ specially requested the staff to sing him a Birthday song~ Haha~ he was asked to stand on the chair while holding onto 2 fire sparkers~

As for me, nothing good gonna be happening around me..
Haix~ Dar changed her blogskin and i got myself 1drop of rating~ which made me no difference from her friends ranking.. Haix.. Eventually, in the nite, she've declared to break up with me le bah~ think it shall be kinda official le bah =( i've ask her for the last confirmation~ and

For this moment, Yes bah

I'm sorry for i've being childish...
from juz now till now 2:23am i'm unable to sleep~ on and off my com for like 3times le~ i'm not sure if tmr i'll be able to be awake and alert nor~
I've come to a point there i've realised that my point of view was never accurate~ juz tat she dun wanna point it out to me bah.. She's willing to let me live a happy go lucky style while she juz tolerate all my rubbish..

i've being having bad temper~ Her exam period is here and for the next week or so.. Yet i'm here creating more problems for her.. Why am i getting more and more hard to be satisfield ? Haix~ i'm ashame of myself..

I really dun wish to lose her~ nor have any lies or deception between us..

I'm sorry dardar~

please give me 1 more chance for me to be with u.. although it's true to say tat it's an undenyable fact tat u're not my 1st GF, But please.. be my last GF as i really love u alot :'(

Another Cinderella Story

2008-09-21T14:15:00.011+08:00

Spend some time to watch this show today~ It's rather interesting bah~ Got some movements~ music and story line somehow similar with the classic Cinderella.. Think tat's why they have this title "New Classic" bah~ i've add a Tango music which is 1 of the soundtrack from this movie bah~

Everytime watch this type of movies~ made me so interesting in dancing~ Music~ Beats~ Movements~ but my body is so still bah~ non-movable de =S Haix

dar, u're Just that girl ( by Drew Seeley )

Dun cry over spilled milk ?

2008-09-18T19:30:00.003+08:00

If u think tat history can be changed~ then u're wrong.. same goes for a cup of milk..

When the milk is in the cup~ u've decided not to drink it~ and someone suggested to place it somewhere instead~ after an accident, the cup drop and the milk spilled..

Problem comes.. Crying over spilled milk..

Have u ever wonder~ nothing of such would happen if the cup is placed properly whereby the right decision is made?

If someone are needa to be admit of the mastermind~ who will it be ?

the one who made the decision? or
the one who placed the cup ?

does finding out whose fault is important ? if i've to choose~ i felt tat both is in the wrong~ Or do i made it sounds like i'm pushing the blame as i've told u bout the incident?

all i wanna let u know is tat both is in a wrong and instead of blamin all on me

i'm deaf

2008-09-17T21:58:00.002+08:00

No ones perfect! Including me

haix~ everyone will make mistakes and we should learn from the mistakes~
*this is wat i feel*

Everyone tends to view people from different angles and start pin pointing~ and i'm of no different~

Today, dar~ came over to meet me.. but everything was plain silence~ although few words were spoken~ i think it's not enough =( for tat 1hr or so~ she juz using my com to play Neopets~ while i juz let her be.. and i studied the MCQs for my FTT which will be on this coming Friday~ She mentioned tat she'll reward me for pass it~ but i dun think it's necessary anymore~

Caz monday i got this E-trial for my FTT, i managed to pass 1 out of 2 papers~ she said dun mind rewarding me, but eventually, she had regretted bah o.o

After 30mins or so~ i went sat beside her~ everything it's still like this~ This yesterday was the Cause and today is the Effect bah =( Haix~

She also mentioned to me tat she skipped her Emaths remedial bah~ As for me, i felt tat if she Pon for a reason~ it's okkies (Maybe reason like : in order to meet me or other reasons~ i dun care) But she came over the whole day but was juz doin her own things maybe even didnt know my presence ?

She was like this the whole evening~ then took bus17 to BLK201 there~ she bought a pack of Fries~ but after we had walked a distance, when i gonna make a call to my mum ~ she finally asked me if i wanna eat nor~ my reaction is like "Wow~ u finally know my existance ar? "
After tat, she juz diam diam cont eating.. tat's really when i got made and told her how i felt~

I've told her alot times tat i dun like to see her diam diam liao~ if she's unhappy with me~ juz tell me straight~ Wat for hiding away from me ? Although i have to admit tat i'll reply her wat i feel~ caz i'm Straight forward..

Isnt HONESTY one of the factor?
Isnt Communication another factor?
Isnt Sharing is part of a relationship ?

Haix~ after tat went to eat Jack's Place to clear away my tat voucher~ then was hoping to change my Handphone de~ everything prepared.. but the fone is Out-of-Stock~ haix.. i'm unlucky bah =.="

I've saw articales of news and report reguarding:

- The 2nd half of u , your spouses , will assemble the characteristic of your family members
- Girl Mature faster and earlier than Guys

Jammed at City Hall

2008-09-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

Lmao~ Now then realised tat i've haven blog for a very very long time XD

caz i've being busy playing Neopets~ back to the craze Xp hehe~ even got a few friends in school to play together during break time ^^

as for today~ went to City Hall with dardar ^^ hehe

at 1st go there for tot got a big Lego sales de~ in the end~ found out tat it's actually juz a small area from Toy'R'us~ bleh~ also not really like big sales like tat =.=" Waste my trip~

so carried on with the plan~ went to Marina Square to eat our lunch at Jack's Place~ At 1st ji siao siao dar say let's eat Lobster.. somemore, told her today all expenses will be on hers =P hehe

in the end, the meals was full but not as X as we've expected XD
so back to the main event of today : Find a Hotspot for her to revise~

so head back down to Suntec City de starbucks~ found a sofa seat with power socket (caz i've bought along my lappy) but it's at the enterence~ so tried to went in to find better seats~ In the end~ U-turn~ seats gone!! LOLx

then ead back to Marina Square de starbuck~ bought a $7 mocha~ sat for ard 2hrs bah XD lala~ she managed to do her revision as promised bah^^

so it's ard 5++ goin 6 so we head back~ accompany her home =D

Seems like i've being fooled once again~

2008-09-05T22:21:00.005+08:00

Thank you dardar~ She rushed me thru the nite XD Ask me to complete my report eariler~ so tat i'll be able to send her for printing~ She ask me if it's printed on White paper~ i've replied.. but the next question~ bout if it should be printed 1side or 2side~ i didnt reply as i was too tired le =(

so today mornin bah~ until ard 11+ saw her online.. She told me tat she've printed le~ but it's not on a white piece de paper~ but some gray transparent papers XD Wohooo~

so finally decided on the location~ Ang Mo Kio !!

so took the MRT over there~ as i wanna go the Jack's Place to eat~ which is at ave6, needa walk 1 street away from Ang Mo Kio Hub~ by refering to this map

then after we left Ang Mo Kio Hub, heading towards Ave6, it starts to rain =S so unlucky sia~ then dar, keep at the side ji siao-ing me XD " Very near hor~ 1street niah "

In the end, U-turned~ when back to AMK Hub~ went to buy our movie tickets~ Wall-e

Hmmm~ before the show~ we ate our lunch at the Nebo Restuarant~ all Deep Fried de =S

The show kinda nice bah~ got it's laughing point~ got it's cute stuff =D Before the actual show starts~ there is this short clip which is about a magician and his rabbit de~ quite Cute too ^^

After the movie~ went to eat ice-cream ^^ Chocolate Fondue~ Muhahah~ Sinfull

End our Date ard 5+ bah~ then head to the MRT back home~ she drop off at Eunos while i continue back to my grandparents' house for dinner =D

BasketBall

2008-09-04T20:57:00.002+08:00

Haix~ today after school, went over to our sch de basketball court played basketball~

1st round jiu jump over trying to save the ball from getting out~ wow.. in the end~ felt down and "drift" on the floor~ And this is wat happend to my knee cap

wow~ bloody scene~ still managed to play till ard 6+ then slowly walked home bah~

when i reached home~ wanna order Mac de~ but caz need a $3 delivery charges then i choose not to le~ caz previously was $2 niah =.=" Told my mum my leg is tired tat's why dun wanna go down get Mac~ then luckily she offered to help me put after her show bah~

after she bought my dinner~ i then showed her my kneecaps~ then she was like "WA" lmao XD then bought me the Dettol Sanitizer to me~

lalal~ after my dinner~ not long ago~ i go rub against my wounds~ Muhahaha~ ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ wow.. so powerful XD then was like 2nd leg the smaller wound~ also ARGGGGGGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ so song!!

lmao~ after like 5mins~ still so spiky sia~ then i told my mum tat i'll clean it away~ then my mum said me stupid! she ask me to rub against niah~ not tap and leave the gel there XD

PAINFUL

still got a report to be completed!!! Haix~

Happy Belated Birthday

2008-09-02T20:36:00.003+08:00

Hahah~ monday i've self declared a half-day off for myself..

Hmm went home had a shower, then soon, dardar came over ^^
she got me 4 presents wor~ haha~ all packeted in 1 lovely box~

Inside, it contain 1 wallet, 1 tin MickeyMouse Poker card, 1 DIY knitted scarf and 1 birthday card

haha~ so sweet of her sia~ got me a wallet i very happy liao~ then i already know bout the scraf le~ caz she had being chionging, and as for the cards~ it's juz happen to be in one of the wishlist le bah ^^ hehe~

then i went to Plaza Sing de~ caz wanna go The Cathy to watch Wall-e de.. but caz we're late~ then didnt go... Bleh~

Went to HongKong Cafe to eat our lunch.. then heard this song~ finds it rather interesting bah ^^

then walked over to get myself 1 crooked de poker cards XD haha~ then keep walk walk walk..

Oh Ya! then finally, took the 1st neoprint with her~
Haix, everything i also wan.. but i found out tat i'm not capable to do it =(

then sent her home, while parents came over to fetch me~ go to Orchard Hotel to have our dinner~

then i went to Marine Parade there to meet up with Han they all~ then they are all so late sia =( made me waited for so long.. stupid de! Then play Pool till 2+am then finally came home sleep

i still got incomplete report!!! Rawr~

Both Bdays

2008-08-31T15:51:00.006+08:00

30th August, My mum's Bday

Today, woke up kinda early~ was juz waiting for time to pass. At ard 10++ bah~ i started to help YC to zakum, in the end, finished ard 12:45pm which is kinda late le bah~ therefore made mum rather angry with me

so went to this Seafood Restuarant to have her feast, out lunhc... The total bill was $291 very expensive, as i had choosen a lobster which cost ard $9x le bah XD the last picture is a stone bowl, like suana like tat de bah~ Hot stone Xp

then after lunch, went to Parkway parade to shop awhile bah~ haix.. as for me, nothing to buy so nothing to look ard also XD

As for today, early in the mornin woke up jiu on Wii to exercise liao~ then played till 9+ acompany parents to eat breakfast~ wanna eat Prawn Mee de but not open, in the end, change to Bak Kut Teh which is beside it bah

after tat came home, continued with the Wii.. My living room so hot sia, play awhile jiu wanna faint liao =( haix...

Then as for tmr, it's the long waited 1st September, but so wat? No one's free to celebrate with me =( still not sure how dar wanna it to be~ caz of yesterday, she came home late, made her kinda tired and moody bah~ haix.. if tmr she still like this, i rather to go school instead. Or else talk to her, she also diam diam de, make me more n more fed up niah =.=

This few days, caz of her wanting to knit a scarf for me~ then made her so rush and so busy =.=" Haix..

Silence night~ Holy bright

2008-08-25T22:14:00.004+08:00

This is our project~ after 3weeks or so bah... It's a Hydraulic Jack which claimed to be able to lift up up to 100KG de item.. The height is bout a water bottle..

so tat's our friendly instructor ^^ sitting on the table~ with 6 of those Hydraulic Jacks bah

Haix~ today.. found out tat mine was like leaking oil~ then was like rather sianz le bah~ caz a well-done de should be perfectly cleaned.. The instructor ask me to tighten the screws~ then hope it'll be fine bah =( Haix..

Tmr will back to Theory class le bah~ then will be back on Friday~ hope, by then, the container wun be flooded with my oil bah~ arbo Gone Case le!!!

Hmmm~ Today came home started playing Super Paper Mario~

For your INFO~ i've bought a WII yesterday

tat's my Birthday Present this year from my parents~ It's an expensive gift caz they said my sis juz spent too much oversea le~ so i'm allowed to have a TV.. but then i've decided to exchange it for a WII bah ^^

ard 6+ bah~ i've juz complete Chapter 1 of Mario le bah~ then was like called dar~ but she was like playin with her friend's Tamagochi~ then awhile jiu hang up the fone liao =.="

Played maple ard 7+ till 9+ bah~ caz YC had requested me to help him zakum caz not enough people.. in the end~ unable to complete it~ so rather a waste of time =( haix~

So after tat, finally managed to have time for dinner..

Dardar~ i'm sorry if to u it's my fault tat i'm seems to be not free to u~ but u can choose to be the 1 to SMS / call me de mah =( Haix~ i juz dun wan her to think tat i've Wii and then PS her bah :'(

sobsob~ or it's the other way round whereby it's you're tat's too busy with your Tamagochi =( Bleh!!

Should be sleeping soon le bah =.="

i'm waiting for u

2008-08-24T12:06:00.004+08:00

Pictures taken over the internet

Our pizze

Yesterday we went all the way to Achor point to locate this restuarant / cafe bah~ at 1st seeing from the pictures it seems to be rather big~ but when we arrive there~ it's juz a small corner cafe bah =( bleh~ the Pizza doesnt really taste tat wonderful bah~ as compared to others...

After tat, we walk ard there bah~ only got like 1basement to turn niah =( Then there got sell poker cards sia~ maybe i'll be goin back there to buy them once i've saved $$ bah ^^ then from there~ we gone ikea walk awhile~ then head to Tiong Bahru followed by Great World City caz Tiong Bahru's arcade is really too small and cannot make it XD

then at Great World City~ in the end, didnt play Arcade~ caz She worried i'll spend alot again =P haha~ so buy some sushi went to CoffeeBean sit down and rest bah ^^

As she needa go City Hall to meet her Brother + aunty caz she'll be heading somewhere else bah~ then after she met up with her bro wo jiu go Funan IT there to check on Wii~ Muhahahha

Bleh~ now 12:06pm liao~ still no answer from dar de =( haix.. sianz sianz de

Finally some answer from her~ it's a Quiet Rebellion as mentioned by her Xp haha~ so i've 1 less thing to wait for le =P now juz waitng for time to reach 3pm before we go fetch mum~ then head to Funan IT [Hope i'll be able to get wat i wan today bah!!!]

Waiting

Saw the new list of PokerCards at the side~ how bout getting me the Stainless Steel de pokercard for my Present XD LMAo!!!

I'm suffering !!!!!!! Muhahaha

2008-08-20T19:30:00.002+08:00

Last nite Dinner

Muhaha~ deep fried Tofu Big bowl with 4pieces only~ My sis's favorite =P

Samurai~ Japanese sake with Lime .. some sort of a Cocktail~ I think it's rather not bad ^^

Special: Carbonara Neba .. something special tat's not normally found in Japanese restaurants~

haha~ Yesterday's actual plannin was to eat Jack's Place located at Tampines de~ but caz after i sent dar home.. it's rather early.. so i'm ASKED to go home 1st then then told my parents a change of location bah~ so we've decided to go East Coast de Foodcourt to eat~ but the whole place was sealed up till to cleaning up bah~
wanna head down to Big Splash area to eat~ but after my mum happen to see this restuarant~ we changed once agian bah

Today 20.08.2008

hmmm~ nothin much happened today~ juz tat my project is somehow half completed~ tmr we'll be assembly our parts together~ but caz of some error.. mine somehow unable to complete nicely =( haix!! Tmr shall see how bah =( Sianz half~~~

Juz now was like talkin to Dar, but somehow i've said something wrong bah~ made her kinda sianz sianz de~ but she've got the wrong idea lor =( haix~ then her reply is once again WATEVER ?!?!

Haix~ i wanna buy a WII leh =( so tempting~ caz i've juz found out where can modify it le =X

It's over!

2008-08-18T18:56:00.002+08:00

Wow~ like this.. 10days had past le~ my parents will be back from Korean tonite~

haha~ everything there's also Pro and Cons~ when they're not at home~ it's troubleome and lonely for me.. but as for the lonely part.. i'll be able to enjoy the Freedon part

haix~ actually weather they're here or not~ i'll still always get my freedom all those bah ^^ Haha~

As for now~ i'm just waiting for time to pass then head down to Airport bah ^^

Today also nothing much happened~ this whole week will be havin pratical.. Haix~

Some informations bout BeiJing Mascots

2008-08-16T20:56:00.003+08:00

The Official Mascots of the Beijing 2008 Olympic Games

The Five Fuwa of the Apocalypse?

A date ? An excursion ?

2008-08-16T20:21:00.005+08:00

Early in the morning~ woke up brush up.. then go watch Doraemon le.. YC called me while i'm watchin half way~ since it's a repeat de.. i go help play Maple caz he needa go out...

so was like playing till 11++ bah~ then dar confirmed with me tat we're goin out.. so meet her at Bedok Mrt Station~ then we alight at Raffles Place MRT caz she mentioned to me tat there's a nice Nasi Lemak store somewhere~ so we went hunting for it..

haix~ when we arrived there~ it's closed!! caz it's a saturday bah~ think it's only open on Monday to Friday caz it's a working days bah~

Lol~ then we anyhow walked till The Central~

then inside~ we walked around~ and finally, i've decided on goin into Fish Market to have my lunch bah~ then after quite some time~ then we placed our order ^^

i ate the Flaming Platter for One~ dar shared with me adding 1 mango juice bah~

after our lunch~ we turned a few rounds hoping able to find present for her friend~ but sadly, she also not sure wat to buy~ so we juz walked around.. and left tat shopping centre

then kept walking along Singapore river~ From Boat Quay to Clarke Quay to Robertson Quay.. we pratically walked from the red dot to the other drawn red dot~

hmm.. it's rather a long way bah~ but she's juz diam diam de walk~ not sure wat's in her mind =(

At Havelock Road~ where my mum last time worked at, we then from there walked to Great World City.. in there~ we went to the arcade.. then caz got those Candy de machine~ then the toy is one of the BeiJing Olympic Mascot, the yellow colour YingYing bah

In the end~ i've spent $40 while she spent $20 in order for us to get the toy drop down~ after we took the doll~ tat person changed to another colour de, the Blue colour BeiBei~ so i request her to change for me the Red colour de HuanHuan bah~ afterall it seems to be the leader XD lmao~

so after tat went bought a few pieces of sushi~ jiu head back home le bah.. somehow~ when sending her home.. i've seems to once again made her angry.. and i rather fed up with myself bah =.=" then when crossing the road, someone juz suddenly horned the car~ i also dunno why made me even worst~

Dar, i'm still wondering wat am i to you~ Do u have an answer for me ? If i'm not consider as a Friend to you~ wat am i ?

lastly,
Happy Birthday Hui ^^ May all you wishes come true~

wonder wat u treat me as ?

2008-08-15T22:01:00.002+08:00

Wow~ now then realised tat Blogger got new Template or settings bah.. Haha~

Hmmm today dar came over to my house after school bah~ after my shower.. she juz there talking to her friends while i'm resting bah..

Haix.. dar ar =( She skipped her lunch~ caz she tot tat i've skipped mine~ sobsobs~ in the end, caused her to suffer :'(

in the end~ she's now in pain~ not feeling well =( and it's all my fault!

stupid de =( then i've realised tat i'm really tat useless~ i cant do anything rite
caz everything dar also dun allow me to do

i ask her to list out a " To do list" for BF~ she LOLx
i ask her to list out a " Do not list"~ she also LOLx

all i can see is negatives and failure =( i wonder why i'm even wanted!!

Dar~
i'm sorry for my lack of knowledge~
i'm sorry for my jealousy~
i'm sorry for everything tat's i've weakness on =(

I'm sorry~ i'm not perfect at all..

Seems to be like i deserve nothin

5more days to Parents return ^^

2008-08-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was 12th~ hehe~ our 1year + 1 mth bah XD

hmmm dar~ came over after her lunch with Fang~ then went home to have a shower before coming over to my house

hehe~ she so guai sia~ came over jiu started with her maths homework~ managed to complete kinda fast bah =D hehe love you ^^

as for the nite~ i went over to BLK201 there to eat my dinner~ ate Nasi Lemak rice~ after tat bought a sausage bun for tmr's breakfast XD

Hmmm~ as for today, haha~ forgotten to bring tat bun to school sia =( then afternoon then remembered bah XD hehe~~

whole day nothing special~ juz tat today got 1 MCQ test~ after tat from tmr onwards~ we'll be heading back to workshop to continue with our Hydraulic Jack project le bah =( sianz~

hehe~ then dardar came over from Fang's house... then tat she there playin maple bah XD haha~ after tat sent her home~

bought this Thai-style chicken rice~ but tat aunty said needa wait for 20mins.. kkies lor~ i sent dar home then went back down to wait again~ bleh!! waited for 40mins le~ went over to ask~ she passed me 1 packet de =.=" i wanna eat there~ why she pack for me!! Argh!!! then angrily took the bag went home to eat~ Walked to BLK201 took bus8 followed by bus23 then bus87 back home =.="

reached home ard 8:20 then start eating my dinner bah.. Fed up sia~

juz now managed to watch abit of the opening of the olympic..

Tmr shall be once agian a boring day bah =( nothing to look forward too de~ boooooo
Maybe juz look forward for Friday bah~ bleh!!

Thank you dardar~ i love you for everything u've put in or even put up for me bah

Special Dinner

2008-08-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

today nothing much happened in school~ haha juz tat everyone was kinda shock with my hair bah~ caz it's so short XD

then after my school~ went to dar's house downstair
she heat up her leftover de roasted chicken + duck + pig and cook rice for me bah~ she pack everything into a container ^^

bought down a can of Coke ~ tat dinner + 1 container with mangos =D

only managed to eat half of the food =( sorry~ then finished the mangos~ while she finished the 2nd half of the rice bah XD hehe

Thank you dardar~ for your wonderful dinner prepared for me

The container of roasted meat + rice is so organised sia~ juz like some professional chicken rice packing Xp hehe~

i'm glad to have you back.. I love you ^^

Life so complicated

2008-08-10T14:24:00.001+08:00

Complicated - Avril Lavigne

Mental Problem?

2008-08-10T12:32:00.003+08:00

I'm now back at home~ juz now reached home around 7+am then went to sleep till now~ didnt really had enough sleep~ juz few hrs~ it's never enough =(

haix.. this few days~ i also didnt really sleep well or had even enough sleep bah~ sianz~ hope today will be able to sleep early bah~ now also 12:35pm le~ awhile longer jiu time to bed~ then walk out.. it will be monday which means schooling le =.="

haix~ time past slowly in front of you~ but day past fast behing your back

Till now~ i still doesnt know wat she wants from me~ i'm juz purely get back a payback bah~ bleh!

come on~ juz keep torturing me~ slowly slowly let me go crazy~ wohooo~

i've found out tat i was wrong~ everything is so wrong~
when i need somebody~ nobody is there
there's no help but torture~
there's no smile but evil laughter
u think i got a low level of acceptence towards joke~ u're wrong~
i think u've a low level of acceptence towards joke~ i might be wrong

some to think of it~
if i cant take joke~ would i still able to smile?
if i cant tolerate~ would i still able to take the pain inflict on me?
i'm willing to let u do anything to me without much hastle~
although it brought me pain, but a smile is enough to cover

I still dunno wat's in me to had made any mistakes tat will bring me to an even deeper form of damage to me

please enlightment me~ For i cant be as carefree as u are

2-Face

2008-08-10T01:44:00.002+08:00

I'm now currently at Han's house~ was here since 3+pm bah~

in the end~ ate my lunch juz opposite han's house.. whole day doin nothin there~

I'm juz back from our supper : Prata~

i think i'm beganning to be crazy le =( haix.. think i'm insane le!!!

National Day huh ?

2008-08-09T12:00:00.007+08:00

Hmmm.. woke up rather early~ 08:08am..

then then had something pop-up in my mind~

Words are like jig-saw.. when different words or phrase are put together~ a picture is formed

This sentence made~ it's juz like having different rumours going on with different people~ when u have all the info recieved, u'll an idea of wat it's all about..

although i've to admit tat words had all kind of meanings whereby example "choice" had the meaning of :

1) Choosing of people to talk to
2) To speak to or Not to speak to

so wat would be the term "present" come to u in your mind~ dun mind commenting below~ Thankz ^^

So juz now went to Microwave my frozen pizza tat i bought 2 for $9.95 yesterday~ in the end~ the result was scary~ seems to me like i almost bursted out my mircrowave~ Today is juz the 1st day~ and it's juz prove tat inot as indepent as my mum tot i should be bah =(

Haix~ such a disappointment to her and everyone =( I'm sure a failure!!!

how i wish~ i'll can juz be a frog in my own well~ seeing things at only my point of view~ with no 1 commenting.. but it's impossible~ caz this is Earth and we are in Singapore! Everything got it's cause and reason~ we can choose not to hear it~ we can choose to hide it~ or even run away with it~ but it's fact

1 example tat i can think of is~ for example: My sis is those who cant really take No as an answer~ whereby when poeple comment things bout ways she act wrongly~ she doesnt care.. she insist on doin it her way~

so wat~ we're humans and we grow up through experience~ not nesscessary to have a taste of own experience before growing up~
but instead~ when someone told u before bout their past experience tat they had regreted~ learn from them~ rather than ownself experiencing it and reget like they did

Although~ my post i didnt trying to imply tat i'm so great nor i'm always correct~ afterall~ different people had different point of view~ tat's why i putted a ChatBoard in this entry reguarding bout the term "Present"

*Back to cleaning up of my mess*

Miracle does not occurs, unless u've tried~

Today shall be the day i lost everything

2008-08-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

I'm all alone

2008-08-08T22:06:00.003+08:00

From now till 18/08/08 bah~ this 10days.. i've to pass it all alone myself~ haix...

Juz now took cab to Airport. The cab uncle~ started off with " 你们好！吃饱了吗？“ lmao~ then anyhow answer him jiu start movin to our destination.. somewehre along~ He suddenly ask if i'm their son~ then ask me to 孝順 my parents, followed by his parents had passed away, then he no chance le bah~
Tat's why this is the way we act~ we tend not to bother or treasure the surrounding until we've lost them and thus regreting on the way we've acted

Then had our dinner there~ i ate so-called Nasi Lemak bah~ but changed with curry chicken instead~ it smell nice~ tastes nice ~ Wonderful ^^

Haix~ after dinner~ It's time where i've final my final farewell with them~ then when they enter the gate~ wo jiu go take MRT home le bah.. sianz sianz at the point liao~

then untill juz now before bath~ let out abit jiu hao le bah~

Tmr will be a better day ^^

WOW!! The long waited 08/08/08 =.=

2008-08-08T17:22:00.003+08:00

Bleh~ yesterday or rather this morning~ i slept ard 5++ somewhere 6am bah~ then woke up ard 10:30am caz dar's school over.. unable to contact me thru my handphone~ she called my house instead XD 1st time it rings~ i dun really bother.. 2nd time it rings~ i wanna pick up the fone to scold le~ but see the caller ID... LMAO!! it's dar~ so juz blur blur de pick up the fone bah XD Haha~

Hmmm~ so went to find her~ meet up with her~ she tell me she's tired~ tat's why waitied for me under my block~ while i go Mac buy breakfast.. so came back after quite some time~ bleh... i start to hate Mac's new system le~ it's slower le bah =.=" so sat under my block to finish our breakfast~ then went up bah ^^ hehe~

wow.. dardar~ so fierce sia~ entered my room jiu request me to clean this~ clean tat~ in the end, took cloths , Vaccum , Mop.. do a cleanin up of my room le!! Haha~ so tired =(

So left home ard 3+, head to Bedok Interchange to get my sis's postage~ wow~ i Paid $1.25 for tat letter yet it's a negative reply from HongKong University =.="
< I'm sad to inform u tat u're not accepted > or something like tat de mah~ i ji tao call my mum~ telling her.. i walk so far + paid $1.25 for a bad news~ she there LOL f3

after tat buy this and buy tat~ wow.. like this $50 gone liao sia~ i wonder how can i survive without my parents around =X show me the money !!! Muahahah~

01 09 12 15 19 23 42

Shall be today's ToTo's result bah ^^v muhahaha!!

awhile later~ jiu heading to AirPort for dinner~ then send parents off while i've to come home alone with public transport ar !!! Booooooooooo~ where's my Driving License !!!!!!

I'm still counting down

2008-08-06T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hahah~ tmr shall be the last day of my schooling for this week~ i dun really like theory lesson~ caz it's dry and boring =( i prefer pratical~ although i'm not really good / perfect in it~ but at least~ got something to do to spend my time XD

Hmmm~ today the orginal plan will be dar~ coming to find me after her extra lesson~ but due to unforeseen matters~ she wun be comin over le =(

but instead~ after school.. i went over to meet up with her as she told me tat she'll be goin to White Sand to buy some stationerys... so stick with her ^^
then went to popular~ followed by library then lastly went to Sakae Sushi for dinner~

The dinner was $25.90 but after discount~ it's $23.70... Then as this new Sakae card is tat it's like have value inside de~ so in the end~ after deductin $23 from my card~ my dinner turns out to be just 70Cents!! Hahah~~ But~ the coloured plate's price had increased sia =.= From last time de $1.99 to $2.39 so X !!! Raor!

Dar take away dinner for her family members~ then jiu gone home le bah~

Hmmm.. so tat's all for today le ^^

Contented

我停下腳步看著你　可愛又美麗的背影

2008-08-03T15:38:00.003+08:00

Hahah~ yesterday did passed my BTT after so many tries =.=" then Han given me a good news whereby i'll be able to take the Final Theory (FTT) on this comin friday 08/08/08~ bleh~ then the book, my mum will borrow from her friend on monday bah~ meanin i can only start studying on monday nite =( Hope i'll be able to pass once straight bah :( sobsob~

Think now will be watchin Kung Fu Hip Hop bah

haix~ whole day also like this sian sian de pass by =( tmr monday again le ! haix~ So sianz de~ day juz pass day by day =(

比没有钱更穷的时候，你体验过吗？

2008-08-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

Yupx~ it's from this show~ Wat does my titles means?

It's refering to when u're poor or had a set-back~ there's no one to be there for u..
But there would be moments whereby someone would sacrifice something for u, hoping to get nothin in return~ yet.. u didnt appricate it and ill-treat tat someone bah

It's life and nature for people to be like this ( 忘恩负义 ) .. and i agree it myself bah~ caz afterall i've lived for 19years and i've being through both the victim and the evil bah XD

好事成雙

i believe most of u had heard of this 4 words before bah~ haha~
caz~ from my point of view.. my dardar~ seems to have some similar characteristic as my sis sia f3 Hmmm` so afterall~ one is oversea~ i've another 1 being my GF XD lmao
But i still love both of u de~ with my Dar the most XD

hmm~ tmr mornin will be havin my BTT test bah~ 3rd attempt liao bah =.=" hope tat i'll be able to pass it please~ i'm really sick of waiting waiting and waiting le! i'll be home alone for 10days soon~ caz i didnt got tat driving license~ i've locked myself up!! Roar~

Good luck to myself~ goin to Emo myself soon =.="

Tio complain~ Pictures removed

2008-07-31T21:08:00.004+08:00

The following seems to be rather gross XD but sad to say~ it's my own Monday dinner.. cooked by myself~

it's Beef Fried Rice bah~ with beef, egg and rice niah XD with lots of sauces~ Muhaha

As for the below foto, it's taken today~ outside the cinema bah~ juz saw it made of cardbard and seems interesting~ tat's why took a shot with it bah XD hehe

Today, all planned to watch movie~ Money Not Enough 2

Haha~ then was like checked the timing~ realised tat it's 4:45pm de show~ so request teacher to let us off earlier XD
wow~ permission granted wor ^^ everyone juz LMAO sia~ so left at 4pm took cab to Downtown which we reached around 4:15pm~

Purely love her ^^ *muackz*

U think u're then the only 1 with problems ?

2008-07-22T21:44:00.003+08:00

Hmmm.. this shall be the title for today~ it's wat i've gone thru today

This was wat i've done in school last week~ and is goin to be mark today..

and my overall result is 73/100.. but~ the passing marks is 75 =( which maens tat i've failed!! haix~ hope tat my teachers will pull up my marks bah

caz of this, felt rather bad the whole day bah =( bleh~

then after school~ went home straight.. then when i'm back at home~ Dar called me a short while then

*Is a blank and incomplete post*

things happen~ things changed
it's over!

This is Life!

2008-07-17T23:15:00.003+08:00

Today's is my dad's Bday~ so we went out for a dinner at some korean restuarant~ it's also rather expensive bah~ but both of my parents keep saying tat it shall juz be once in a month thingy or wat bah XD haha

so the portion will be 1 pork + 1 beef for BBQ and 1 shabushabu steamboat style with beef and vegatables bah~

juz now, before our dinner.. my mum still asked if i know wat's the reason of eating such an expensive dinner~ i replied tat i know tat today is my father's birthday.. then she asked me if i've told him "Happy Birthday" .. and i sang "就是开不了口让他知道“

I'm sorry~ i juz dun have tat kinda courage bah o.o
爸， Happy Birthday !! May your wish come true bah ^^ Haha~

Hmmm~ then for me~ think from tonight onwards~ it'll be pure silence bah~

caz dar's SIM card somehow got locked bah.. and she said tat i'm partially at fault~ caz i didnt called her.. then she hand itchy go play with the Security Pins..

Haix~ then juz now was layin on my bed waiting for at least a sms / call~ but recieved nothing~ in the end, when i stood up look at my com, saw her online ^^ but talked for a while, she gtg le =( then no much info were absorbed from her~ until, she called me.. tell me tat her fone is spoilt then hang up again :'(

after a long waiting, Dar called me again.. ask her wat she's busyin with juz now, she replied in a tone " Must i report to you everything? "
For me, i was juz trying to communicate with her, but since she choose not to answer.. it's fine with me
then there's this joke tat me and my friends were talking bout my friend, Curly, but when i mentioned to her~ [It's not getting a response].. so i also kinda sianz le~ nothing seems to get pass her Wall =(

i know it's in her tat she's not willing to share anything with me~ but.. cant she just stand in my shoe, have a feeling of what i am feeling =( I roughly know why there's such an effect afterall, i did used to be like this..
But, as time past, i also started to learn more bout life.. regret bout things.. and when i think back of it~ hoping tat dar wun follow my foot step.. but it's juz humane tat everyone will go thru the similar path bah XD haha~

no matter wat~ the last call had ended with an anger me.. maybe this what she had being wanting since yesterday bah~ Haix~ sometimes, it's okkies with me to let her to do whatever she wants as long as she's happy.. but there's always a limit.. Today she did sms me, apologising bout yesterday's incident..
Dar, have u think tat if i'm tat angry i'll juz break up like this o.o Wun your heart be broken ? Are you fine with tat ??

Once broken considered sold
[Once broken considered gone]

Think twice before u act or speak

Like this jiu 1year le!

2008-07-12T19:45:00.002+08:00

Hmmm~ did anyone noticed about the countdown bar which i've putted previously on the sides ? It's no longer important as for now le bah~ afterall.. all the counting down~ is for TODAY !!! hehe~

Wow~ kinda glad bah~ like this 1year past le =D Me and JiaYi had being together for 1year le.. Although i have to admit tat startin of the relationship~ we've small fights~ but recently, everything juz got heated up bah~ Haix.. after all the up and downs~ we managed to pull us through together.. therefore, i hope tat we'll be able to last until the end of time bah =D *Muackz* dardar ^^ hehe~

Until The End Of Time - Westlife

Yesterday nite, went over to my friend's Chalet~ caz he's spendin his birthday eariler~ so go there have fun~ then like cheers bout 7-8 cup of vodka bah~ 1st 4 should be okkies de~ caz i didnt really continuously drank all 4, but when my late comer friend, clarence, arrived, me + teng + Drin ( the Bday boy) each one drink 1 cup~ caz it's kinda a "law" bah XD whenever a new batch come, Drin will clear 1 cup =X Haha~ so after tat, he reached his limit and vomitted =X eeeeewww~~

then as for me + teng + clarence~ drank another 2 more cups straight~ think after tat clarence vomited out bah~ then he's kinda alright le bah~ left me + teng.. 2 guys there~ blur blur de XD haha~ then we still gonna be watchin HellBoy 2 at 2:30am

then went to the Ehub 5th floor~ open floor~ we 2 there lay there~ rest awhile hope can be better bah XD then after the show~ Teng felt better le bah~ as for me.. i still think kinda jia lat sia =S haha~

so after the show, went backk chalet~ then play cards awhile, jiu left ard 6am took bus17 straight home~ went to sleep...

ROAR!!! then ard 9 bah~ my here suddenly got noisy pollution sia =( drilling dunno wat thing~ so noisy.. in the end~ cant get back to sleep =.="

then ard 11+ bah~ went Bedok inter met up with my mum~ ate breakfast head to Tampines Mall, while i'm at there~ i went to buy Dar present after we've settled something bah~

hehe~ soon met up with Dar~ so dunno where we'll be heading juz took the train then decide =X so took until Tiong Bahru bah~ she then suggest to go over to Marina Square~ so we U-turn, take to suntec and walk there bah~

so travel kinda alot~ the whole 2nd floor in all direction we also managed to cover bah~ then after tat~ we went to eat lunch~ Ate at the Hong Kong Cafe~ then caz i've ordered Bake rice, so mine took a longer time. Dar's set came earlier but she doesnt wanna start eating 1st.. in the end~ the rice kinda cold for her le bah =( sobsob~

after our lunch~ we head to the esplanade walk walk, so then see see look look also kinda spent some time bah~ after tat went back took train to Changi Airport~ uncertain which terminal dar wanna go~ then we head over to T3 instead~ also turned 1 whole round before return home bah XD haha~

dardar~ thank you for spending your time with me today and every single day u've spend on me for the past 1year. I really appreciate everything u've done for me.. Thank you~

I love you ^^v

Silence~

2008-07-06T06:41:00.002+08:00

Monday, 30th June '08

Back at home, after i've took the disc " Never back down" from Teng. Came home start watchin the movie le bah

Based on wat i think, it's bout controlling your temper bah. Instead of givin everything thru fist (in this show), there's always a reason to stop usin violence to stop everything bah..

Wednesday, 2nd July '08

Took back tumbdrive from Andy, to watch 21

It's bout a genius guy whose able to count cards in order to hit Blackjacks and win lots of money~ although i dunno how he goes bout all the countin of cards~ but dun u think if 1 can master the skill and start counting in Las Vages and win yourself a whole sum of a money ?!? Haha~

Thursday, 3rd July '08

TOday nothin special in school~ it's theory.. we've once again changed our teacher~ he's too powerful liao XD lookin at the moniter screen and read to himself de =.=" haha~ then most of the students were doin their own things like sleep~ as for me.. maybe i juz blur blur de look around~ waiting for time to past bah =X

After school, 7 of us went to watch movie: Hancock

It's quite a nice and funny show bah~

Quote of the day:
"Life here maybe difficult for me, Afterall i am only one of my kind.U deserve better from me, and i will be better "

After the show, we went to eat~ then went home le bah~

Friday, 4th July '08

Nothing much actually happened today, juz tat afternoon i slept ard 5+ as in the nite~ we'll be goin to Han's house for Mahjong. So woke up kinda early as mum was playin Viwawa with my com~ then kinda disturbin bah XD haha~ so juz waited till bout 11+ bah~ then han they all came over to fetch us over.. bought Mac as i've skipped my dinner.. I've also brought over my Peach Vodka to add a little "spice" to the game of Mahjong

so the rule goes, the dice holder will be the 1 pourin the amount of vodka + 7-up as the bet, then whoever throw the tiles to let the others win will have to drink it all.

Then got 1 round, whereby there's 3 rounds of accumilated portions in the cup~ so it's alot inside XD then Kevin hit it! He've to finish all sia XD haha~ awhile later, he started "merlion" aka vomit for 3 times also =X then somehow tat stops the game le bah~

then ard 6+am i was hopin to be able to meet dardar~ but in the end, she told me tat her dad would be sending her over to Eunos instead~ then i took bus17 home bah =(

Saturday, 5th July '08

after a little rest back home, took my breakfast then mum send me to a Lan shop. Caz will be meetin YC n Jor caz they planned to Zakum bah~ When they arrived, tat person tell us tat we'll need to be member in order to play~ and the processing time take 1week =.=" bo bianz~ then we went to Bedok interchange Lan shop.

after wastin so many time waitin for the last member to arrive~ eventually, we couldnt kill zakum as we're too noob le bah..

the day would be so smoothly end but, somehow, there's once again a spark in-between me and her bah~ Haix~ caz she replied me tat i didnt sms her early or she would had alight in Bedok instead. Then my reaction is tat~ why cant u be auto de and also tot tat she's in school uniform~ so it's okkies bah~ afterall Lan Shop dun allowed students in Uniform. Then she suddenly told me tat she's not in uniform and expect me to know.. bleh~ alot of things lar~ then is like everything is Li Shou Dan Rang de.. so eventually everything end~ sms her and got no response =.="

came home~ after waitin for awhile longer~ then finally gave in.. and went to sleep till ard 6am then woke up again bah~

Maybe i'm not as great as wat u wan from me bah.. I'm sorry =(

It's here~ the hidden post!

2008-07-01T23:27:00.007+08:00

"What have u being doing recently?"

2008-06-26T20:30:00.004+08:00

Last night, watched The Forbidden Kingdom tat i've missed.

L:fe isnt good for me for the past few days~ maybe tat's the reason why i didnt blog ? or i'm juz plain lazy XD Haha~

today kinda moody for me bah, normally, when i'm moody, i'll like act Emo~ then listern to my MP3 and walk home. But~ today or maybe for the past few months, i also didnt bring my Ipod out~ so why would it be in my bag =.="

so, i've decided to spend my time after school to watch movies!!! Muhaha~
then come to the 2++ de break time~ i was hearing music from Teng's fone~ then suddenly ask him wanna go Kbox nor XD lmao~ but tio rejected lar~ caz he finds it rather X bah.. then after awhile~ "Eh, wanna go watch movie nor"

Lmao~ then he say he anything~ then spread spread~ eventually, 6 of us went to watch "Wanted". Till now~ then i realise tat this movie also came from Comic =D

Everyone doesnt know wat's goin on with me~ except tat Sam juz thinks tat i'm moody and grumpy towards everyone today =X Although they dunno wat's goin on with me~ but i'll still like to thank them for accompanying me to watch this show bah

Current condition,

Some random pic

2008-06-22T20:58:00.003+08:00

This my Lego trunk tat i've bought it recently
孩子树 located somewhere in Sentosa

Welcome to the RichMan world

2008-06-22T20:40:00.004+08:00

This a locker room with sofa and LCD TV =.="

6 of us this year de classmates de 1st outing to Sentosa

Club's toilet

Big Boats!!!

Some pictures tat's taken inside both the small and big boat

Double kill!!!

2008-06-13T19:57:00.002+08:00

Bleh~ juz happened to read my previous post~ then realise tat last month we also didnt spend our time together =( so does this month's

Bleh~ caz dar was working and as for me~ after school, went for a shower~ hang cloths, eat dinner~ then jiu slept ard 8pm le bah~ so pratical... NOTHIN happened yesterday =(

Hmmm as the day before, 11th bah~ dar came over here~ after all the rushin here and there =( after i sent her home~ me and my parents was eating around T mart area~ LMao.. but when we'll on our way home~ i then found out tat actually dar had put a card inside wor~ i was totally stunt =S caz during dinner, i've open my back to take out tissue from the side pockets but didnt notice bout the card XD

Yupx~ so does the card writen bah~ it's for 2mth de X( haha~

Hmmm.. shall go out for dinner le~

Nowadays on Vodka spree XD keep askin my father to buy whenever he got a chance to go oversea for work Xp Heheh~

Suddenly everywhere and everything seems to be centerise in you
i wonder what is tat o.o

To love or Being love ?

2008-06-08T23:16:00.004+08:00

Hmmm~ said liao.. it's a short weekend~ tmr will be back to school again~ hope tmr wun be getting any more injuries bah =( Haix~

then my dar~ had locked her blog for dunno how long liao~ then somethings she also keep not telling me~ maybe to her it could be a joke, something funny to her~ but i jus felt tat if this goes on~ soon or later we'll have nothing to talk bout liao~ why ? caz she keep everything to herself

for example, now i wanna sms her~ i also dunno wat to sms liao~ last time still can ask wat's she doin.. then for now~ she's like "everything needa report to you de meh" O.O in the end, i'm was to blame~ for playing too much didnt bother bout her =(

then today~ whole day was quiet, why? caz she was asleep.. then last time i asked her why diam diam thru out de~ she said she's waiting for me to sms, i replied her tat i'm worried tat i will disturb her slp.. and asked back to me, tell me dun always assume she's asleep =.="

haix~ Then tot she's finally online would be able to talk to her~ but i was once again wrong.. she online caz of the reason tat she needa help her cousin to make blog~ then i was like trying to talk~ she also no time =.=" So in the end~ come blog come Han Yuan lor f3

As for yesterday, was kinda a boring day~ until dar sms-ed me around 5pm, askes me if i wanna join her cousin gathering~ then i straight awahile jiu agree liao~ then was like went to bath~ followed by a hair cut~ then she sms me, said tat she might not be meeting her cousins le..

as for me~ i haven eat for the whole day as i was playing maple thru-out. Since wun be goin out~ so i tell her i'll be buyin Mac then go home.. while i was walkin towards there~ Dar sms me, tell me "Dun first".. so i just kept waiting for her sms.. after 40mins~ i sms her.. if i can buy my food liao~ she then replied me =.="
Dar ar dar~ have u ever tot of the hungry de me for tat 40mins or instead chit chating with your friends happily O.O

After all the here and there~ in the end~ still went to meet up with her and her cousins~ went to far east~ did nothing much pratically =.=" then walk to somewhere de Mac ate sundae jiu go home liao

Nothing execpt u in my eyes

2008-06-07T03:20:00.004+08:00

Hehe~ this week~ managed to meet up with dar 3times~

1day we went to Downtown de new shopping centre~ at 1st go there wanna play bowling de~ but can we reserved and went walk around~ our turn seems to be skipped~ then got rather fed up bah =( Haix.. so we went the arcade to play this new game.. i find it rather interesting bah Xp haha~ caz it's a 2player de game~ with movable handles~ then needa do alot pattern to win the game de~ we lost at the final stage, the mummy boss =( i wanan go back try again de~ but seems kinda late liao~ so didnt managed to play the 2nd time bah

hmmm.. there's several reasons tat this special week dar met up with me 3times~ it's caz tat she'll be working~ and even maybe goin to Genting =( haix~ then last week.. i was told tat~ only either monday or tuesday she'll be free~ but monday caz after choir, she kinda tired~ so went home instead~

as for tuesday, she needa to do her project with her friends~ but eeventually dar fork out some time to accompany me bah~ although it's rather time wasting caz she travel from her house over then back =( but dar.. thank your~ i still appriciates them~

Wednesday, its the day we went to Pasir Ris Downtown~ then

Thursday, she got her choir.. so after her choir, she went over to Sok Fang's house to pass tumbdrive~ after awhile jiu come over to find me ^^v hehe~ Yupx.. i'm too crazy over her le bah =S

then for friday aka yesterday bah~ she got work from 8am - 6pm bah~ somewhere there~ and the location was like boon ley =.=" she needa wake up so early sia =(
Haix~ she confirm not enough sleep de lor =(
as for later~ the actual planing was tot of watching movie together de~ but seems like she'll also be workin..

as for me.. all i wish is tat she'll be careful while she's workin bah :'( it's fine tat we cant watch movie together~ but.. dun wan her to be blur blur and injuried herself bah

Dardar~ Take care wor! I go sleep liao =(

Free time

2008-05-29T20:14:00.002+08:00

Below is 1 Cross Hair tatoo done by airgun bah.. it's printed on my shoulder.. it's made during a friday which is CCN day bah~ where students will take things to school to sell and profit made will be donated to the needy~ Lmao~ then this tatoo seems to be the most troublesome de bah~ caz those making it de.. keep complaining bout it~ and also said i'm "Guai Lan" sia =X bleh!!

This book i've found at popular~ i found the cover page rather cute~ so took a picture of it.. it's somethign bout relationship de bah~ it's those mini comic de book~ it's in chinese.. but even my mum also dun quite understand wat's it's talking bout.. so didnt bother bout it~ or even purchase it bah XD

This was also completed by yesterday~ and some touched up was made this morning before summiting to teacher for grading~ this not the final product yet~ caz still got lots of wires hanging around bah.. the result for this workpiece seems to be 88/100 ...but i was rather not happy bah~ caz got 1 friend tat i helped, got a higher marks than me bah~ Maybe.. afterall.. this similar thinking would be in those friends tat had helped me in mine too bah~

Here's wat was done today~ it's was soldering of wires at the back~ then as for training purposed~ we're allowed to soldering the remain holes.. but as usual, me, love to be the extra 1.. so started the trend of soldering my name on the back instead~ then some of my friends juz saw and follow along bah =.=" Bleh~

Then caz of this soldering thingy~ i've accidentally burnt my finger~ till now.. my finger like sink in liao sia =.= meaning wat~ something like a melted pieces of plastic bah =.=" haix~ then when i'm using the wire stripper~ wasnt paying attention~ then clamp till my index finger till bleeding sia =.=" Bleh~ such a bad day for me..

i'm not blaming anything happened today
i'm not blaming anyone for anything
i'm to blame for everything tat happened today~

as usual~ a single SORRY doesnt save much of whatever tat had happened~ but a sincere SORRY is enough to have a chance to forgive yourselves.. so take the courage to apologise when u're in a wrong rather than juz using it to skip to the next question ^^v

The Longest Yard

2008-05-25T16:28:00.010+08:00

PLAY ME while viewing!

Everyone in life.. it would be the longest yard bah~ afterall.. there's such a long path for u to go thru~

today followed my family to the Community centre for a $2 check up bah~ it's juz testing on BMI, High blood pressure and Diabete.. my BMI was 23.69 was rather okkies bah~ caz the normal is 23. Then was the High blood pressure~ i'm such a carefree person XD where would i be having any high blood Xp But for my mum, she tio high blood pressure~ this show's tat she needa a more healthier life style bah Xp Then as for Diabete~ used needle to poke my finger~ then caz my hands didnt put properly~ the person poke the side of it bah~ then no blood come out~ and i was worried tat she'll be making another hole juz to get blood XD lmao~ so eventually after she squeeze them out~ testes : 4.4.. it's within the range bah

so came home~ watched : The Longest Yard

it's bout this Football player was forcus to lose a game and eventally lead a no-life life bah~ For some reason.. he was caught and was jailed, so the warden asked him to recruit a bunch of prisoner and have a matched with the officers~

Dunno~ i juz like this kinda show bah~ i find it meaningful (maybe not for u guys caz u all wun appreciate them bah)and this show is rather similar to Gridiron Gang

My saying
Breaking of a relationship is so much easier than maintaining a relationship

so.. do you have the abilty to run on in this longest yard? i do!

Now it's Yesterday's aka Sunday

2008-05-19T10:28:00.002+08:00

After i woke up~ i played with the com till Boss say wanna come over to take the maple patch from me~ so he travel here.. transfer it to him~ then he left le

i then went out with mum to Expo to eat my high tea o.o Baked Pork Chop rice~ i've like eating for every 24hrs!! my meal is so irregular =(

after tat~ we went to expo to walk and see this Malay wedding deco.. caz my mum company kinda work for tat de bah~ so went see see look look~ turn 1 round jiu go home liao~

at home.. juz played vwawa thru out bah~ also nothin else to do le =X play till like around 12am jiu go sleep le bah ^^

Hmmm~ as for NOW, still playin Vwawa with mum and wait for time to pass~ and go eat our lunch at Safra again bah~ caz we've being playing this "Sushido" then kinda tempted to eat sushi bah XD lmao!!!

dardar~ u woke up le mah ? Take care of yourself wor ^^ hehe~ so in-love with her @@

Accuracy of Death

2008-05-19T10:00:00.003+08:00

Yupx~ me and dar indeed meet up and went to Vivocity to watch movie~ hehe~ both of us isnt really late bah~ afterall we did meet up on the train XD haha~

so reached there then went to walk around BEST... caz i'm so wanted to have a LCD in my room~ then dar's family juz brought a LG de which cost bout $1499 bah =X
but actually come to think of it~ wat's the use of having 1 LCD in my room ? i also dunno =S haha

so went to buy tickets for the show : Accuracy of Death aka Sweet Rain

then this song is kinda from the movie de bah ^^

Hope u all like it =D

then as i was tellin dar~ i seems to be watchin those girl's show with her sia~ caz we didnt watch IronMan, ForbiddenKingdom.. Am i so niang ? or caz i assume tat dar wun like those show =X lmao~ i dunno~ but i'll still dl those 2 movie to watch bah Xp haha

after the show, we went to eat Long John Silver~ ate rather full bah.. then after tat jiu walk around get another cup of Mocha from CoffeeBean~ then make our way to the MRT station~

sent dar home le~ wo jiu walk to Fang's house~ caz will be staying overnite on Saturday to play Mahjong~

then also help fang took away mac~ then sent there lor =.="

around 7+ to 8 bah~ Han drive his father's car and come fetch us~ after tat travel to Boss' house and fetch him too XD then everyone was there except Eng~ so we do our own things then as for me.. i play maple (caz now i cant play maple!!! and i dun wanna reformat my com~ it's so MaFan!!!) Haix

eng came around 11+ bah~ then start set up table all those~ then play le bah~ Played till around 3+ we complete the game le~ then wait till around 4+ then called Mac Delivery~ arrive somewhere before 5 bah~ ate le tat~ tong awhlie more till like 7am~ jiu left Han's house go come liao~

Came home ji tao jiu sleep liao ><

Missing pictures

2008-05-17T08:34:00.002+08:00

Wow~ it seems long tat i didnt come login liao~

caz nothin much happened for the past week bah~ even my 10mth with dar~ also past with nothin happened =( haix~

wanna post my injuries tat i've made on friday~ i've took a picture le.. but have not transfer to the come

as for later, think would be goin out with dar to watch movie bah~ see how it goes bah =D

2008-05-08T00:17:00.002+08:00

Miss the past
Treasure the current
Look forward for the future

2008-05-06T16:50:00.003+08:00

Sunday was home alone for the whole day~ so nothin much happened =(

as for yesterday, is finally sort of the last day of our pratical.. whole day was drilling and filing~ haix.. then was like dunno is file my workpiece or my finger de~ in the end, got blister =( Haix~

Think yesterday didnt much stuff happend too bah =S Maybe yes? Then was like Ah Fang intro me a new private server de maplestory~ then i was like chiong there bah~ caz it rather easier to LVL up ther~ after 2days.. now i lvl 70 le.. so kinda much better than the orginal de bah ><

maybe caz i've being playing~ then eventually nothin much would be happenin around me bah =S

As for today~ it's the start of Theory lesson =S Starting kinda boring bah~ caz the teacher review wat was taught the previous week~ But before the review, it's a MCQ test~ which consist of 10questions niah =S hope i can pass can le bah Xp

hehe~ lastly, hope tmr dar would be able to come over bah XD then see if she need help nor~ haha~ Jia You dardar =D

Good Luck in all your papers!!!

The start of the pain

2008-05-03T23:07:00.004+08:00

Today mornin~ woke up at 7+ then get back to sleep~ then miss my Doraemon show =( Haix~ then watch the 10am de show~ someone came over to make the MIO tv~ then caz needa telephone line.. so it's put outside instead~ nothin special bout it de bah~ Bleh..

after tat~ awhile longer~ jiu went out le~ 1st went to find my popo then took train to Bokit Gombah to meet my 2nd uncle to have our lunch~ aka Duck Rice and Carrot cake and Oyster with egg.. then ask to see my GF de foto~ then took the 1 from my wallet.. the fierce fierce de Xp Muhahaha!!!!! Then they say she got good features and seems to look like my niece >< LMAO~

after lunch jiu walk to my 4th uncle's house caz heard tat 4th aunty de arm swollen becaz of used too much force and high blood pressure bah~ then haha~ ji siao siao.. my 2nd aunty went to check my blood pressure~ then seems to be okay for my again bah~ but dunno why say my heart beat abit fast bah Xp

then left at 2pm.. walked to 2nd uncles' house~ intro him to Viwawa to play Big2.5.. seems like my HongKong de cousin kinda addicted to the Mahjong liao =X lmao~

so tat's bout it for today bah~ then took a 5min nap at my grandpartents' house ten was like Yang dunno why called me =.=" bleh~ then Hui n Cheryl comment tat~ according to my blog~ me + JiaYi rather En Ai leh~ dunno why they'll think this way o.o Bleh~

Below is some funny website Dar~ Try when u're free bah XD hehe~
45 words

Speedtest

Next week onwards will be her mid-year exam liao~ bleh.. then stress stress for her le bah~ maybe to me too =( jia lat~ chiong ar!!!

Jia you dardar!! All you need is a little faith

Always look on the bright side of life

2008-05-02T18:26:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Labour day aka public holiday~ so nothin much happened around here bah~

As for today~ woke up with my whole body aching~ haix~ for today was to drill our workpiece... bleh~ caz i wanna chiong my work~ in the end broke a 3mm de drill bit =X made rather a big Wo-ha out of it bah~ haix~

then my group managed to complete it early~ so had our lunch break with this person-in-charge of ours tools inventory.. Lolx~ so in a group of 7 went to Itus to eat~ i ate curry chicken~ then ate till rather full bah Xp

slack till 2:30+ went back~ then our teacher saw my PSP then took it and played Metal Slug~ lmao.. Caz we complete our work early.. so slack till 3++ then he talked awhile~ tidy up.. and off we go ^^

After tat, went to play basketball with my current batch of friends~ got a lousy score sia~ we 6, they 11 :( like this also played for 1hr liao~ in the end~ now worst.. more fatigue liao =S sian diao le

normally, every week i'll be lookin for Saturday, but not for this week~ caz dar would be having her exam next week~ so should be chionging her studies le bah~
Jia You!!!

WTF~

2008-04-30T19:32:00.002+08:00

early in the mornin~ 6 of us went to see teacher.. caz yesterday teacher let us off 15 mins eariler~ in the end~ he told us tat he was jokin~ so in the end~ yesterday was marked LATE caz we left early =.="

As for dar~ today doesnt seems to be a good day for her either~ caz she's late for school =( Haix~ then start to worry bour her having a dentention~ sobsob

so tat's a rather bad start for the day bah~ thru out the whole lesson~

Finally, it's 4+ !! Yuppie~ can meet dar le =D then had be chionging home caz hope tat will be able to see her faster mah~ in the end.. she've reached under my block le~

so she came over~ tried to teach her Amaths~ but think i'm rather a lousy teacher bah~ at the end of the day~ nothing good was produced~ but instead~ angry and attitude..

eventually Bad start of the day~ refering to a bad day bah~

2008-04-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

Today woke up around 9am+ then watched Doraemon then did nothint much but to wait for dar's SMS~ caz today we'll be goin out ^^v hehe~

so finally manged to recieve a sms from her~ so went to bath.. and prepare to go out~ my dad fetched me to Bedok Interchange~

i think bad bout today it's tat i didnt bring my jacket along~ caz i was wearing button shirt~ so dun have a habit of matching it with my jacket bah XD so didnt bring~ But.. haix~ dar also didnt bring her~ then mostly she there shivering bah =(

so finally met dar on the train~ hehe.. she's always look cute to me de ^^v hehe
so took to Bishun aka Junction8 to watch this show <> it's rather a nice show tat i wanna watch since last week bah~ so we bought the tickets~

then went to hunt for food~ and eventually landed at Sakei Sushi~ wohoo~ 1 colour plate,3red plate, 1 Don, 1 sakei salad XD total bill : $37~ the remaining days of the month gonna starve le =S But thanks to dar~ haha.. my meals for the 3days got hope le!!

then end of the show~ walk walk around~ then went to Pasir Ris caz dar wanna eat her Sotong.. then went up to eat something at the kopitiam =X Eyer~ like this delay delay~ in the end bout 6pm liao =( sianz~ so took bus bring her home then followed by take bus to my grandparents' house for dinner.. after dinner~ SMS dar~ but still no reply from her~

dar,Hope u're alright bah

Hehe~ then the appreciating corner :
Thankz dad for fetching me over the MRT station although it's rather a short distance =X
Thankz dardar~ for keeping your promise and pei me bah~ Xie xie ni =D

Looking forward for the next date~ (may my wish come true Xp)

Nothin works without U around

2008-04-25T18:45:00.004+08:00

Nothin much happened to day bah~ it's again the last day of the week of my theory.. so next week will be back to Practical

Haix~ i'm so unlucky today~ it's like after our lunch~ we went to buy drinks~ then i bought this orange juice~ then when i open up and about to drink~ wow~ there's GAS in fruit juice and taste weird =.=" then i realised tat it's expiry date is on 21/04/08 which is like yesterday... so i keep shakin the bottle on my way back to the bookshop where i bought this drink~ so WOW~ i open the cap again~ it's like gas coke~ all the bubbles gushing out sia -.- in the end, managed to get my juice replaced~ so for now~ i'll avoid tat particular brand of Orange Juice le.. it SUX!!!

After i've bathed~ wo jiu sit in front of my computer watching "Untracable"~ haix~ it's kinda of a sick movie~ where a killer will put on a life webcam for everyone to see~ the more the viewer~ the faster the victims will be killed~ it's rather a gross movie to me~ caz of the method used to kill.. but i still manage to watch finish it

Warnin: Not for the weak hearts!

Haix~ i dunno wat i wan from myself~ Dunno wat i wan from u~ I'm sorry :'(

i hate miracle

2008-04-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

Today was label as Miracle by Dar~ caz today i was the 1st to sms the mornin sms to her instead~ normally it would be her sending me de bah~

so today's lesson was nothin much~ haix.. then was kinda tired this few days bah~ maybe it's really happened to me, in the sense tat i've strain myself when i was workin on the DnT last week bah~ which eventually made me rather tired

Haix~ i've being like tryin to sleep early but it does seems to be workin~ and slowly and eventually everything juz accumelate slowly and so is my anger building up~

and this is where i start to hate myself~ caz i've being rather damn moody this few days~ and everytime it juz happen to flare them on dar bah~ afterall, she's the only 1 tat i'll be talking to =( Haix~

was like tell her tat 1day, 1 fine day.. our relationship will juz break off caz of my stupid uncontrollable attitude..

is it true tat a relationship wun last long with couples who are unable to communicate?
How bout defining "Communicate" to me?

i'm an idiot based on dar's IQ test.. so please enlighten me~ caz i think i'm rather a failure..

And now~ i got myself killed by sendin a suicide bomber of myself to dar~ and eventually nothin was in between us..

maybe..
Miracle do happened once and FOR ALL :'(

Insane

2008-04-22T19:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday lay on bed around 10pm bah~ ate 1 Panadol~ jiu lock myself in the room le~ Bleh~ and all i do is hug my pillow and cried

reason for crying~ caz i think i felt bad for treating dar this way bah =(

From my point of view~ everyone has different thinking~ different character..
in the sense tat~ For example.. when Dar's moody, sad, angry maybe(from my point of view) she doesnt wished to be disturbed, she wanna be alone~ But for me myself~ whenever i'm moody, sad, angry.. all i hope for is someone to concern bout me :'(

then for yesterday nite~ SMS dar~ but was crying till doesnt notice her reply then jiu fallen aslp le~ today mornin.. woke up ard 3+am~ then have a stupid fantasy of hoping tat i would be able to swap body with Dar like some drama or movies

then decided to clear my mind and get back to sleep~ woke up this time round for school~ ate my breakfast: Honey Ceral with milk.. It was a rainy dar~ then heard tat dar's late =( hope nothing happen to her bah :(

so for today~ school life was as boring~ then i've given up on myself le!! Then told dar tat i will no longer be bothered with who she'll be goin out with le~ i shall trust her fully bah~ afterall i'm a nobody to her :'(

haix~ so tat's all for today bah~

My attitude sux!!

Theory

2008-04-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

Bleh~ after 1week of pratical aka DnT for mty course~ today, it's our theory week

so shall wait till see i eng eng nothing to do~ then take a picture n post how thick my notes are =P Hehe~

today dad's not at home.. so no free transport to school~ but was kinda lucky~ caz bus juz easy come easy go ^^v so didnt really late or wat~

then its startin to get noisy caz today will be the 1st day of official school days for the freshmen bah XD hmmm~ then nothin much happened around bah~

juz tat WaiTng wanna borrow something in Maple~ then those items are at Han there~ then it's like wtf.. my items i also needa like beg him to return de sia =.=" stupid de!!

haix~ then juz now hang up the fone on dar~ caz kinda pek chek le bah~ petty~ xiao qi and watever =.="

i'm so sianz of life around.. stupidity kills~ and now not even an answer from Dar~

Fuck Off Yuan!!!

Viwawa

2008-04-20T23:11:00.003+08:00

most of the spend today would be playing Viwawa de Wahjong with my mum online~ Haha~ woke up ard 7+ think it automatic become my alarm le bah =( then watched doraemon and ate yesterday bought de Honey Ceral~

till bout 11:45am~ left home with mum~ go Kanbangang area to eat Yong Tau Fu.. kinda full wor~ then after tat came home teach mum to play Viwawa Xp lolx~

so kept playing till 4+ went over to grandparents' house~ wanna drive car over de~ then caz the car is kinda hot~ then tell ask mum to walk instead =D then reached there~ flip thru those magazine~ then after tat jiu went into the room and felt aslp liao

kept waking up caz it's kinda warmth bah~ bleh~ then woke up at 7pm for dinner~ then came home continue playing Viwawa with my mum~ caz she wanna buy cloths for her char XD Haha~

Haix~ everything suddenly become so sianz in my life =(
Have i lost something or did i gain something?

Choices

2008-04-19T21:33:00.002+08:00

Everyone had their own choices~ and wat's the outcome for today? In the end, Dar came over to my house after her Amaths Remedial~

Hmmm, so 1st thing 1st~ she guai guai de complete her given Amaths homework~ luckily she's auto herself bah~ then at least able to help her in 1 of the question~ hope she'll understand and remember it bah XD caz i'm a lousy teacher!!

after her homework~ wo jiu go for a nap then dar there using computer bah~ caz i'm kinda tired le X( Time past fast, after awhile, i ate something then ask mum to fetch her home~ then went over to Tampines Ikea area there~ walked inside Courts and Giants~ bought cans of soup from Giant bah~ and left there at 4:30pm

after tat came home~ did nothing much~ then juz went for my dinner at 511 with my mum~ caz my dad is currently oversea...ate abit niah~ then rather full le~ think would be sleeping soon le bah~

Although today it's somehow a short meeting for both of us~ i still appreciate tat you sparing your precious time for me.. Thankz dardar~ i should learn to be content instead of PEPSI =D

nothing in the world is planned~
so u do not need to apologise for wat had not happened around you~
but to appreciate wat had happened around you

Thunder Storm

2008-04-19T04:51:00.002+08:00

Haix~ i woke up from my sleep around 3.30am~ it's such a heavy and sudden rain~ it's pure thunder storm whereby when i closed my eyes i'll still be able to see the light~ haix.. then it's like Roar in the open space..

hmmm~ then i'll not be able to sleep after waking up =( so hope Dar's not affected by the weather bah~ caz she'll be having her Amaths remedial today at 8am.. hope she'll be able to sleep well despite the weather condition bah~

Enjoy your sleep, Sweet dreams dardar~

To be continue...

1st week

2008-04-18T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. yupx~ today shall be the last week of my Pratical le~ next week will be theory which is 1 stack worth thousand over pages de rubbish~blehx!

from monday till today had always being lookin forward for weekend~ not caz it's time for me to slack~ but.. i'll be able to have a chance to meet up with Dar

then after several days of waiting~ and dar replying towards meeting me On Off On Off de.. then eventuallt tmr not free caz today didnt go out~ Bleh~

Haix.. if i'm not wrong~ i've alot of things wanna write de~ but think i've forgot all le bah~ then Dardar~ dun be angry le hao mah? I'm sorry =(

Take care

This is life!

2008-04-17T16:16:00.004+08:00

Today had my lesson ends at 2pm+ after tat would be goin home.. today's lesson would be Dot Punching~ and bleh~ i'm so blind tat i cant even Dot Punch in the center of the 2 lines intersect =.="

haix~ so wat if today's lesson ends so early.. In the end~ Dar still go for her CIP at dunno where and dunno do wat =.=" See~ everything it's just so fated! i hate it!!

in the end~ reached home so early it's also useless de~

i dunno wat i wan

2008-04-16T21:56:00.002+08:00

Haix~ dunno wat's in me today~ it have being 3days since school reopen for me.. 8hrs of standing in the workshop and filing~ and come to think of the chinese phrases of " filing a iron rod to a iron needle " it's something similar for wat i've done for this 3 days bah~

then as for today~ after school jiu go meet with Han , Fang and Kevin caz we'll be goin to attend Eng's grandmother's funeral =( haix~ i was kinda curious~ why we go there for~ then juz go there pei Eng bah Xp lol~ then at there then realise Eng's darkest secret bah~ tat he actually had an elder brother who died at the age of 19+ due to cancer~ nothing was heard bout him till today~

after tat me and Fang went to blk85 to eat Pork Noodle and order Oyster with egg (shared) and 1 sugarcane juice each~ after our dinner jiu go home le bah~

Haix~ dnno wat happened to me today.. then whole day is like damn fed up =.=

!@#$%^&*()(*&^%#$%^I*(O(%$&*($(&%^

Forbidden Block

Counting towards 10th July

Unable to get to sleep

Humans!

A picture shows a thousand words

came home from Han's Chalet

What is your True Fear

it's being too long tat i've forgotten

Needle in a haystack

i hate my mouth

Tu Ran Lei Le

another day of work

November

i'm left with no words

An Oath, a promise

A Leopard doesnt change it's spots

Meaningless life

Newton's Law

Incomplete life

Question

A downfall

money = water ?

Curious

i've given up

Invisble

Why am i so stupid?

Lala

Lunch Buffet

More than words

15months le !!!

I'm so bored

April Fool Joke?

Happy Bday Han!!!

Red and white

Face the music

This entry wun be post

Fairy Tales or not ?

I was glad to know tat i'm not alone

Happy Belated Birthday

Another Cinderella Story

Dun cry over spilled milk ?

i'm deaf

Jammed at City Hall

Seems like i've being fooled once again~

BasketBall

Happy Belated Birthday

Both Bdays

Silence night~ Holy bright

i'm waiting for u

I'm suffering !!!!!!! Muhahaha

It's over!

Some informations bout BeiJing Mascots

A date ? An excursion ?

wonder wat u treat me as ?

5more days to Parents return ^^

Special Dinner

Life so complicated

Mental Problem?

2-Face

National Day huh ?

Today shall be the day i lost everything

I'm all alone

WOW!! The long waited 08/08/08 =.=

I'm still counting down

我停下腳步看著你 可愛又美麗的背影

比没有钱更穷的时候，你体验过吗？

Tio complain~ Pictures removed

U think u're then the only 1 with problems ?

This is Life!

Like this jiu 1year le!

Silence~

It's here~ the hidden post!

"What have u being doing recently?"

Some random pic

Welcome to the RichMan world

Double kill!!!

To love or Being love ?

Nothing execpt u in my eyes

Free time

The Longest Yard

我停下腳步看著你　可愛又美麗的背影